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JOHN CASSIAN
THE SECOND PART OF THE CONFERENCES OF JOHN CASSIAN
XVII. THE SECOND CONFERENCE OF ABBOT JOSEPH
ON MAKING PROMISES
CHAPTER I.
Of the vigils which we endured.
WHEN then he previous Conference was ended, and the intervening silence of
night as well, as we had been conducted by the holy Abbot Joseph to a separate
cell for the sake of quiet, but had passed the whole night without sleep (since
owing to his words a fire was raging in our hearts), we came forth from the
cell and retired about a hundred yards from it and sat down in a secluded spot.
And so as an opportunity was given by the shades of night for secret and familiar
converse together, as we sat there Abbot Germanus groaned heavily.
CHAPTER II.
Of the anxiety of Abbot Germanus at the recollection of our promise.
WHAT are
we doing? said he. For we see that we are involved in a great difficulty
and are in an evil
plight,
as reason itself and the life of the saints is effectually
teaching us what is the best thing for our progress in the spiritual life,
and yet our promise given to the Elders does not allow us to choose what is
helpful. For we might, by the examples of such great men, be formed for a more
perfect life and aim, were it not that the terms of our promise compelled us
to return at once to the monastery. But if we return thither, we shall never
get another chance of coming here again. But if we stay here and choose to
carry out our wishes, what becomes of the faith of the oath which we are aware
that we gave to our Elders promising a speedy return; that we might be allowed
to make a hasty round of the monasteries and saints of this province? And when
in this state of tumult we could not make up our minds what we ought to decide
on the state of our salvation we simply testified by our groans the hard fate
of our condition, upbraiding the audacity of our impudence, and yet hating
the shame which was natural to us, weighed down by which we could not in any
other way resist the prayers of those who kept us back against our profit and
purpose, except by the promise of a speedy return, as we wept indeed that we
laboured under the fault of that shame, of which it is said "There is
a shame that bringeth sin."(2)
CHAPTER III.
My ideas on this subject.
THEN I replied: The counsel or rather the authority of the EIder to whom we
ought to refer our anxieties would make a short way out of our difficulties,
and whatever is decided by his verdict, may, like a divine and heavenly reply,
put an end to all our troubles. And we need not have any doubt of what is given
to us by the Lord through the lips of this EIder, both for the sake of his
merits and for our own faith. For by His gift believers have often obtained
saving counsel from unworthy people, and unbelievers from saints, as the Lord
grants this either on account of the merit of those who answer, or on account
of the faith of those who ask advice. And so the holy Abbot Germanus caught
eagerly at these words as if I had uttered them not of myself but at the prompting
of the Lord, and when we had waited a little for the coming of the Elder and
the approaching hour of the nocturnal service, after we had welcomed him with
the usual greeting and finished reciting the right number of Psalms and prayers,
we sat down again as usual on the same mats on which we had settled ourselves
to sleep.
CHAPTER IV.
Abbot Joseph's question and our answer on the origin of our anxiety.
THEN the
venerable Joseph saw that we were in rather low spirits, and, guessing that
this was not the
case without
reason, addressed us in these words of the
patriarch Joseph: "Why are your faces sad today?"(1) to whom we answered:
We are not like those bond slaves of Pharaoh who have seen a dream and there
is none to interpret it, but I admit that we have passed a sleepless night
and there is no one to lighten the weight of our troubles unless the Lord may
remove them by your wisdom. Then he, who recalled the excellence of the patriarch
both by his merits and name, said: Does not the cure of man's perplexities
come from the Lord? Let them be brought forward: for the Divine Compassion
is able to give a remedy for them by means of our advice according to your
faith.
CHAPTER V.
The explanation of Abbot Germanus why we wanted to stay in Egypt, and were
drawn back to Syria.
TO THIS GERMANUS: We used to think, said he, that we should go back to our
monastery abundantly filled not only with spiritual joy but also with what
is profitable by the sight of your holiness, and that after our return we should
follow, though with but a feeble rivalry, what we had learnt from your teaching.
For this our love for our Elders led us to promise them, while we fancied that
we could in some degree follow in that monastery your sublime life and doctrine.
Wherefore as we thought that by this means all joy would be bestowed upon us,
so on the other hand we are overwhelmed with intolerable grief, as we find
that we cannot possibly obtain in this way what we know to be good for us.
On both sides then we are now hemmed in. For if we want to keep our promise
which we made in the presence of all the brethren in the cave where our Lord
Himself shone forth from His chamber in the Virgin's womb,(2) and which He
Himself witnessed, we shall incur the greatest loss in our spiritual life.
But if we ignore our promise and stay in this district, and choose to consider
that oath of ours as of less importance than our perfection, we are afraid
of the awful dangers of falsehood and perjury. But not even by this plan can
we lighten our burdens; viz., by fulfilling the terms of our oath by a very
hasty return, and then coming back again as quickly as possible to these parts.
For although even a small delay is dangerous and hurtful for those who are
aiming at goodness and advance in spiritual things, yet still we would keep
our faith and promise, though by an unwilling return, were it not that we felt
sure that we should be so tightly bound down both by the authority and also
by the love of the Elders, that we should henceforth have no opportunity at
all to come back again to this place.
CHAPTER VI.
Abbot Joseph's question whether we got more good in Egypt than in Syria.
TO this the blessed Joseph, after a short silence: Are you sure, said he,
that you can get more profit in spiritual matters in this country?
CHAPTER VII.
The answer on the difference of customs in the two countries.
GERMANUS: Although we ought to be most grateful for the teaching of those
men who taught us from our youth up to attempt great things, and, by giving
us a taste of their excellence, implanted in our hearts a splendid thirst for
perfection, yet if any reliance is to be placed on our judgment, we cannot
draw any comparison between these customs and those which we learnt there,
so as to hold our tongues about the inimitable purity of your life, which we
believe is granted to you not only owing to the concentration of your mind
and aim, but also owing to the aid and assistance of the place itself. Wherefore
we do not doubt that for the following of your grand perfection this instruction
which is given to us is not enough by itself, unless we have also the help
of the life, and a long course of instruction somewhat dissolves the coldness
of our heart by daily training.
CHAPTER VIII.
How those who are perfect ought not to make any promisesabsolutely, and whether
decisions can be reversed without sin.
JOSEPH: It is good indeed and right and altogether in accordance with our
profession, for us effectually to perform what we decided to do in the case
of any promise. Wherefore a monk ought not to make any promise hastily, lest
he may be forced to do what he incautiously promised, or if he is kept back
by consideration of a sounder view, appear as a breaker of his promise. But
because at the present moment our purpose is to treat not so much of a state
of health as of the cure of sickness we must with salutary counsel consider
not what you ought to have done in the first instance, but how you can escape
from the rocks of this perilous shipwreck. When then no chains impede us and
no conditions restrict us, in the case of a comparison of good things, if a
choice is proposed, that which is most advantageous should be preferred: but
when some detriment and loss stands in the way, in a comparison of things to
our hurt, that should be sought which exposes us to the smallest loss. Further,
as your assertion shows, when your heedless promise has brought you to this
state that in either case some serious loss and inconvenience must result to
you, the will in choosing should incline to that side which involves a loss
that is more tolerable, or can be more easily made up for by the remedy of
making amends. If then you think that you will get more good for your spirit
by staying here than what accrued to you from your life in that monastery,
and that the terms of your promise cannot be fulfilled without the loss of
great good, it is better for you to undergo the loss from a falsehood and an
unfulfilled promise (as it is done once for all, and need not any longer be
repeated or be the cause of other sins) than for you to incur that loss, through
which you say that your state of life would become colder, and which would
affect you with a daily and unceasing injury. For a careless promise is changed
in such a way that it may be pardoned or indeed praised, if it is turned into
a better path, nor need we take it as a failure in consistency, but as a correction
of rashness, whenever a promise that was faulty is corrected. And all this
may be proved by most certain witness from Scripture, that for many the fulfilment
of their promise has led to death, and on the other hand that for many it has
been good and profitable to have refused it.
CHAPTER IX.
How it is often better to break one's engagements than to fulfil them.
AND both
these points are very clearly shown by the cases of S. Peter the Apostle
and Herod. For
the former,
because he departed from his expressed determination
which he had as it were confirmed with an oath saying "Thou shalt never
wash my feet,"(1) gained an immortal partnership with Christ, whereas
he would certainly have been cut off from the grace of this blessedness, if
he had clung obstinately to his word. But the latter, by clinging to the pledge
of his ill-considered oath, became the bloody murderer of the Lord's forerunner,
and through the vain fear of perjury plunged himself into condemnation and
the punishment of everlasting death. In everything then we must consider the
end, and must according to it direct our course and aim, and if when some wiser
counsel supervenes, we see it diverging to the worse part, it is better to
discard the unsuitable arrangement, and to come to a better mind rather than
to cling obstinately to our engagements and so become involved in worse sins.
CHAPTER X.
Our question about our fear of the oath which we gave in the monastery in
Syria.
GERMANUS:
In so far as it concerns our desire, which we undertook to carry out for
the sake of spiritual
profit,
we were hoping to be edified by continual
intercourse with you. For if we were to return to our monastery it is certain
that we should not only fail of so sublime a purpose, but that we should also
suffer grievous loss from the mediocrity of the manner of life there. But that
command of the gospel frightens us terribly: "Let your speech be yea,
yea, nay, nay: but whatsoever is more than these, is from the evil one."(1)
For we hold that we cannot compensate for transgressing so important a command
by any righteousness, nor can that finally turn out well which has once been
started with a bad beginning.
CHAPTER XI.
The answer that we must take into account the purpose of the doer rather than
the execution of the business.
JOSEPH: In every case, as we said, we must look not at the progress of the
work but at the intention of the worker, nor must we inquire to begin with
what a man has done, but with what purpose, so that we may find that some have
been condemned for those deeds from which good has afterwards arisen, and on
the other hand that some have arrived by means of acts in themselves reprehensible
at the height of righteousness. And in the case of the former the good result
of their actions was of no avail to them as they took the matter in and with
an evil purpose, and wanted to bring about--not the good which actually resulted,
but something of the opposite character; nor was the bad beginning injurious
to the latter, as he put up with the necessity of a blameworthy start; not
out of disregard for God, or with the purpose of doing wrong, but with an eye
to a needful and holy end.
CHAPTER XII.
How a fortunate issue will be of no avail to evil doers, while bad deeds will
not injure good men.
AND that
we may make these statements clear by instances from Holy Scripture, what
could be brought
about that
was more salutary and more to the good of
the whole world, than the saving remedy of the Lord's Passion? And yet it was
not only of no advantage, but was actually to the disadvantage of the traitor
by whose means it is shown to have been brought about, so that it is absolutely
said of him: "It were good for that man if he had never been born."(2)
For the fruits of his labour will not be repaid to him according to the actual
result, but according to what he wanted to do, and believed that he would accomplish.
And again, what could there be more culpable than craft and deceit shown even
to a stranger, not to mention one's brother and father? And yet the patriarch
Jacob not only met with no condemnation or blame for such things but was actually
dowered with the everlasting heritage of the blessing. And not without reason,
for the last mentioned desired the blessing destined for the first-born not
out of a greedy desire for present gain but because of his faith in everlasting
sanctification; while the former (Judas) delivered the Redeemer of all to death,
not for the sake of man's salvation, but from the sin of covetousness. And
therefore in each case the fruits of their action are reckoned according to
the intention of the mind and purpose of the will, according to which the object
of the one was not to work fraud, nor was that of the other to work salvation.
For justly is there repayment to each man as the recompense of reward, for
what he conceived in the first instance in his mind, and not for what resulted
from it either well or badly, against the wish of the worker. And so the most
just Judge regarded him who ventured on such a falsehood as excusable and indeed
worthy of praise, because without it he could not secure the blessing of the
first-born; and that should not be reckoned as a sin, which arose from desire
of the blessing. Otherwise the aforesaid patriarch would have been not only
unfair to his brother, but also a cheat of his father and a blasphemer, if
there had been any other way by which he could secure the gift of that blessing,
and he had preferred to follow this which would damage and injure his brother.
You see then that with God the inquiry is not into the carrying out of the
act, but into the purpose of the mind. With this preparation then for a return
to the question proposed (for which all this has been premised) I want you
first to tell me for what reason you bound yourselves in the fetters of that
promise.
CHAPTER XIII.
Our answer as to the reason which demanded an oath from us.
GERMANUS: The first reason, as we said, was that we were afraid of vexing
our Elders and resisting their orders; the second was that we very foolishly
believed that, if we had learnt from you anything perfect or splendid to hear
or look at, when we returned to the monastery, we should be able to perform
it.
CHAPTER XIV.
The discourse of the Elder showing how the plan of action may be changed without
fault provided that one keeps to the carrying out of a good intention.
JOSEPH:
As we premised, the intent of the mind brings a man either reward or condemnation,
according
to this
passage: "Their thoughts between themselves
accusing or also defending one another, in the day when God shall judge the
secrets of men;" and this too: "But I am coming to gather together
their works and thoughts together with all nations and tongues."(1) Wherefore
it was, as I see, from a desire for perfection that you bound yourselves with
the chain of these oaths, as you then thought that by this plan it could be
gained, while now that a riper judgment has supervened, you see that you cannot
by this means scale its heights. And so any departure from that arrangement,
which may seem to have happened, will be no hindrance, if only no change in
that first purpose follows. For a change of instrument does not imply a desertion
of the work, nor does the choice of a shorter and more direct road argue laziness
on the path of the traveller. And so in this matter an improvement in a short-sighted
arrangement is not to be reckoned a breach of a spiritual promise. For whatever
is done out of the love of God and desire for goodness, which has "promise
of the life that now is and of that which is to come,"(2) even though
it may appear to commence with a hard and adverse beginning, is most worthy,
not only of no blame, but actually of praise. And therefore the breaking of
a careless promise will be no hindrance, if in every case the end, i.e., the
proposed aim at goodness, be maintained. For we do all for this reason, that
we may be able to show to God a clean heart, and if the attainment of this
is considered to be easier in this country the alteration of the agreement
extracted from you will be no hindrance to you, if only the perfection of that
purity for the sake of which your promise was originally made, be the sooner
secured according to the Lord's will.
CHAPTER XV.
A question whether it can be without sin that our knowledge affords to weak
brethren an opportunity for lying.
GERMANUS:
As far as the force of the words which have been reasonably and carefully
considered, is
concerned,
our scruple about our promise would have
easily been removed from us were it not that we were terribly alarmed lest
by this example an opportunity for lying might be offered to certain weaker
brethren, if they knew that the faith of an agreement could be in any way lawfully
broken, whereas this very thing is forbidden in such vigorous and threatening
terms by the prophet when he says: "Thou shall destroy all those who utter
a lie;" and: "the mouth that speaketh a lie, shall slay the soul."(8)
CHAPTER XVI.
The answer that Scripture truth is not to be altered on account of an offence
given to the weak.
JOSEPH:
Occasions and opportunities for destroying themselves cannot possibly be
wanting to those
who are on
the road to ruin, or rather who are anxious
to destroy themselves; nor are those passages of Scripture to be rejected and
altogether torn out of the volume, by which the perversity of heretics is encouraged,
or the unbelief of the Jews increased, or the pride of heathen wisdom offended;
but surely they are to be piously believed, and firmly held, and preached according
to the rule of truth. And therefore we should not, because of another's unbelief,
reject the <greek>oiconomias</greek>, i.e., the "economy" of
the prophets and saints which Scripture relates, lest while we are thinking
that we ought to condescend to their infirmities, we stain ourselves with the
sin not only of lying but of sacrilege. But, as we said, we ought to admit
these according to the letter, and explain how they were rightly done. But
for those who are wrongly disposed, the opening for lies will not be blocked
up by this means, if we are trying either altogether to deny or to explain
away by allegorical interpretations the truth of those things which we are
going to bring forward or have already brought forward. For how will the authority
of these passages injure them if their corrupt will is alone sufficient to
lead them to sin?
CHAPTER XVII.
How the saints have profitably employed a lie like hellebore.
AND so we ought to regard a lie and to employ it as if its nature were that
of hellebore; which is useful if taken when some deadly disease is threatening,
but if taken without being required by some great danger is the cause of immediate
death. For so also we read that holy men and those most approved by God employed
lying, so as not only to incur no guilt of sin from it, but even to attain
the greatest goodness; and if deceit could confer glory on them, what on the
other hand would the truth have brought them but condemnation? Just as Rahab,
of whom Scripture gives a record not only of no good deed but actually of unchastity,
yet simply for the lie, by means of which she preferred to hide the spies instead
of betraying them, had it vouchsafed to her to be joined with the people of
God in everlasting blessing. But if she had preferred to speak the truth and
to regard the safety of the citizens, there is no doubt that she and all her
house would not have escaped the coming destruction, nor would it have been
vouchsafed to her to be inserted in the progenitors of our Lord's nativity,(1)
and reckoned in the list of the patriarchs, and through her descendants that
followed, to become the mother of the Saviour of all. Again Dalila, who to
provide for the safety of her fellow citizens betrayed the truth she had discovered,
obtained in exchange eternal destruction, and has left to all men nothing but
the memory of her sin. When then any grave danger hangs on confession of the
truth, then we must take to lying as a refuge, yet in such a way as to be for
our salvation troubled by the guilt of a humbled conscience. But where there
is no call of the utmost necessity present, there a lie should be most carefully
avoided as if it were something deadly: just as we said of a cup of hellebore
which is indeed useful if it is only taken in the last resort when a deadly
and inevitable disease is threatening, while if it is taken when the body is
in a state of sound and rude health, its deadly properties at once go to find
out the vital parts. And this was clearly shown of Rahab of Jericho, and the
patriarch Jacob; the former of whom could only escape death by means of this
remedy, while the latter could not secure the blessing of the first-born without
it. For God is not only the Judge and inspector of our words and actions, but
He also looks into their purpose and aim. And if He sees that anything has
been done or promised by some one for the sake of eternal salvation and shows
insight into Divine contemplation, even though it may appear to men to be hard
and unfair, yet He looks at the inner goodness of the heart and regards the
desire of the will rather than the actual words spoken, because He must take
into account the aim of the work and the disposition of the doer, whereby,
as was said above, one man may be justified by means of a lie, while another
may be guilty of a sin of everlasting death by telling the truth. To which
end the patriarch Jacob also had regard when he was not afraid to imitate the
hairy appearance of his brother's body by wrapping himself up in skins, and
to his credit acquiesced in his mother's instigation of a lie for this object.
For he saw that in this way there would be bestowed on him greater gains of
blessing and righteousness than by keeping to the path of simplicity: for he
did not doubt that the stain of this lie would at once be washed away by the
flood of the paternal blessing, and would speedily be dissolved like a little
cloud by the breath of the Holy Spirit; and that richer rewards of merit would
be bestowed on him by means of this dissimulation which he put on than by means
of the truth, which was natural to him.
CHAPTER XVIII.
An objection that only those men employed lies with impunity, who lived under
the law.
GERMANUS:
It is no wonder that these schemes were properly employed in the Old Testament,
and that
some
holy men laudably or at any rate venially told
lies, as we see that many worse things were permitted to them owing to the
rude character of the times. For why should we wonder that when the blessed
David was fleeing from Saul, in answer to the inquiry of Abimelech the priest
who said: "Why art thou alone, and is no man with thee?" he replied
as follows: "The king hath commanded me a business, and said, Let no man
know the thing for which thou art sent by me, for I have appointed my servants
to such and such a place;" and again: "Hast thou here at hand a spear
or a sword, for I brought not my own sword nor my own weapon with me, for the
king's business required haste;" or this, when he was brought to Achish
king of Gath, and reigned himself mad and frantic, "and changed his countenance
before them, and slipped down between their hands; and stumbled against the
doors of the gate and his spittle ran down on his beard;"(2) when they
were even allowed to enjoy crowds of wives and concubines, and no sin was on
this account imputed to them, and when moreover they often shed the blood of
their enemies with their own hand, and this was thought not only worthy of
no blame, but actually praiseworthy? And all these things we see by the light
of the gospel are utterly forbidden, so that not one of them can be done without
great sin and guilt. And in the same way we hold that no lie can be employed
by any one, I will not say rightly, but not even venially, however it may be
covered with the colour of piety, as the Lord says: "Let your speech be
yea, yea, nay, nay: but whatsoever is more than these is of the evil one;" and
the Apostle also agrees with this: "And lie not one to another."(1)
CHAPTER XIX.
The answer, that leave to lie, which was not even granted under the old Covenant,
has rightly been taken by many.
JOSEPH:
All liberty in the matter of wives and many concubines, as the end of time
is approaching
and the multiplying
of the human race completed, ought
rightly to be cut off by evangelical perfection, as being no longer necessary.
For up to the coming of Christ it was well that the blessing of the original
sentence should be in full vigour, whereby it was said: "Increase and
multiply, and fill the earth."(2) And therefore it was quite right that
from the root of human fecundity which happily flourished in the synagogue,
in accordance with that dispensation of the times, the buds of angelical virginity
should spring, and the fragrant flowers of continence be produced in the Church.
But that lying was even then condemned the text of the whole Old Testament
clearly shows, as it says: "Thou shall destroy all them that speak lies;" and
again: "The bread of lying is sweet to a man, but afterwards his mouth
is filled with gravel;" and the Giver of the law himself says: "Thou
shalt avoid a lie."(8) But we said that it was then properly employed
as a last resort when some need or plan of salvation was linked on to it, on
account of which it ought not to be condemned. As is the case, which you mentioned,
of king David when in his flight from the unjust persecution of Saul, to Abimelech
the priest he used lying words, not with the object of getting any gain nor
with the desire to injure anybody, but simply to save himself from that most
iniquitous persecution; inasmuch as he would not stain his hands with the blood
of the hostile king, so often delivered up to him by God; as he said: "The
Lord be merciful to me that I may do no such thing to my master the Lord's
anointed, as to lay my hand upon him, because he is the Lord's anointed."(4)
And therefore these plans which we hear that holy men under the old covenant
adopted either from the will of God, or for the prefiguring of spiritual mysteries
or for the salvation of some people, we too cannot refuse altogether, when
necessity constrains us, as we see that even apostles did not avoid them, where
the consideration of something profitable required them: which in the meanwhile
we will for a time postpone, while we first discuss those instances which we
propose still to bring forward from the Old Testament, and afterwards we shall
more suitably introduce them so as more readily to prove that good and holy
men, both in the Old and in the New Testament, were entirely at one with each
other in these contrivances. For what shall we say of that pious fraud of Hushai
to Absalom for the salvation of king David, which though uttered with all appearance
of good-will by the deceiver and cheat, and opposed to the good of him who
asked advice, is yet commended by the authority of Holy Scripture, which says: "But
by the will of the Lord the profitable counsel of Ahithophel was defeated that
the Lord might bring evil upon Absalom?"(5) Nor could that be blamed which
was done for the right side with a right purpose and pious intent, and was
planned for the salvation and victory of one whose piety was pleasing to God,
by a holy dissimulation. What too shall we say of the deed of that woman, who
received the men who had been sent to king David by the aforesaid Hushai, and
hid them in a well, and spread a cloth over its mouth, and pretended that she
was drying pearl-barley, and said "They passed on after tasting a little
water";(6) and by this invention saved them from the hands of their pursuers?
Wherefore answer me, I pray you, and say what you would have done, if any similar
situation had arisen for you, living now under the gospel; would you prefer
to hide them with a similar falsehood, saying in the same way: "They passed
on after tasting a little water," and thus fulfil the command: "Deliver
those who are being led to death, and spare not to redeem those who are being
killed;"(7) or by speaking the truth, would you have given up those in
hiding to the men who would kill them? And what then becomes of the Apostle's
words: "Let no man seek his own but the things of another:" and: "Love
seeketh not her own, but the things of others;" and of himself he says: "I
seek not mine own good but the good of many that they may be saved?"(8)
For if we seek our own, and want obstinately to keep what is good for ourselves,
we must even in urgent cases of this sort speak the truth, and so become guilty
of the death of another: but if we prefer what is for another's advantage to
our own good, and satisfy the demands of the Apostle, we shall certainly have
to put up with the necessity of lying. And therefore we shall not be able to
keep a perfect heart of love, or to seek, as Apostolic perfection requires,
the things of others, unless we relax a little in those things which concern
the strictness and perfection of our own lives, and choose to condescend with
ready affection to what is useful to others, and so with the Apostle become
weak to the weak, that we may be able to gain the weak.
CHAPTER XX.
How even Apostles thought that a lie was often useful and the truth injurious.
INSTRUCTED
by which examples, the blessed Apostle James also, and all the chief princes
of the primitive
Church
urged the Apostle Paul in consequence
of the weakness of feeble persons to condescend to a fictitious arrangement
and insisted on his purifying himself according to the requirements of the
law, and shaving his head and paying his vows, as they thought that the present
harm which would come from this hypocrisy was of no account, but had regard
rather to the gain which would result from his still continued preaching. For
the gain to the Apostle Paul from his strictness would not have counterbalanced
the loss to all nations from his speedy death. And this would certainly have
been then incurred by the whole Church unless this good and salutary hypocrisy
had preserved him for the preaching of the Gospel. For then we may rightly
and pardonably acquiesce in the wrong of a lie, when, as we said, a greater
harm depends on telling the truth, and when the good which results to us from
speaking the truth cannot counterbalance the harm which will be caused by it.
And elsewhere the blessed Apostle testifies in other words that he himself
always observed this disposition; for when he says: "To the Jews I became
as a Jew that I might gain the Jews; to those who were under the law as being
under the law, though not myself under the law, that I might gain those who
were under the law; to those who were without law, I became as without law,
though I was not without the law of God but under the law of Christ, that I
might gain those who were without law; to the weak I became weak, that I might
gain the weak: I became all things to all men, that I might save all;"(1)
what does he show but that according to the weakness and the capacity of those
who were being instructed he always lowered himself and relaxed something of
the vigour of perfection, and did not cling to what his own strict life might
seem to demand, but rather preferred that which the good of the weak might
require? And that we may trace these matters out more carefully and recount
one by one the glories of the good deeds of the Apostles, some one may ask
how the blessed Apostle can be proved to have suited himself to all men in
all things. When did he to the Jews become as a Jew? Certainly in the case
where, while he still kept in his inmost heart the opinion which he had maintained
to the Galatians saying: "Behold, I, Paul, say unto you that if ye be
circumcised Christ shall profit you nothing,"(2) yet by circumcising Timothy
he adopted a shadow as it were of Jewish superstition. And again, where did
he become to those under the law, as under the law? There certainly where James
and all the Elders of the Church, fearing lest he might be attacked by the
multitude of Jewish believers, or rather of Judaizing Christians, who had received
the faith of Christ in such a way as still to be bound by the rites of legal
ceremonies, came to his rescue in his difficulty with this counsel and advice,
and said: "Thou seest, brother, how many thousands there are among the
Jews, who have believed, and they are all zealots for the law. But they have
heard of thee that thou teachest those Jews who are among the Gentiles to depart
from Moses, saying that they ought not to circumcise their children;" and
below: "Do therefore this that we say unto thee: we have four men who
have a vow on them. These take and sanctify thyself with them and bestow on
them, that they may shave their heads; and all will know that the things which
they have heard of thee are false, but that thou thyself also walkest keeping
the law."(3) And so for the good of those who were under the law, he trode
under foot for a while the strict view which he had expressed: "For I
through the law am dead unto the law that I may live unto God;"(4) and
was driven to shave his head, and be purified according to the law and pay
his vows after the Mosaic rites in the Temple. Do you ask also where for the
good of those who were utterly ignorant of the law of God, he himself became
as if without law? Read the introduction to his sermon at Athens where heathen
wickedness was flourishing: "As I passed by," he says, "I saw
your idols and an altar on which was written: To the unknown God;" and
when he had thus started from their superstition, as if he himself also had
been without law, under the cloke of that profane inscription he introduced
the faith of Christ, saying: "What therefore ye ignorantly worship, that
declare I unto you." And after a little, as if he had known nothing whatever
of the Divine law, he chose to bring forward a verse of a heathen poet rather
than a saying of Moses or Christ, saying: "As some also of your own poets
have said: for we are also His offspring." And when he had thus approached
them with their own authorities, which they could not reject, thus confirming
the truth by things false, he added and said: "Since then we are the offspring
of God we ought not to think that the Godhead is like to gold or silver or
stone sculptured by the art and device of man."(1) But to the weak he
became weak, when, by way of permission, not of command, he allowed those who
could not contain themselves to return together again,(2) or when he fed the
Corinthians with milk and not with meat, and says that he was with them in
weakness and fear and much trembling.(3) But he became all things to all men
that he might save all, when he says: "He that eateth let him not despise
him that eateth not, and let not him that eateth not judge him that eateth:" and: "He
that giveth his virgin in marriage doeth well, and he that giveth her not in
marriage doeth better;" and elsewhere: "Who," says he, "is
weak, and I am not weak? Who is offended, and I burn not?" and in this
way he fulfilled what he had commanded the Corinthians to do when he said: "Be
ye without offence to Jews and Greeks and the Church of Christ, as I also please
all men in all things, not seeking mine own profit but that of the many, that
they may be saved."(4) For it had certainly been profitable not to circumcise
Timothy, not to shave his head, not to undergo Jewish purification, not to
practice going barefoot,(5) not to pay legal vows; but he did all these things
because he did not seek his own profit but that of the many. And although this
was done with the full consideration of God, yet it was not free from dissimulation.
For one who through the law of Christ was dead to the law that he might live
to God, and who had made and treated that righteousness of the law in which
he had lived blameless, as dung, that he might gain Christ, could not with
true fervour of heart offer what belonged to the law; nor is it right to believe
that he who had said: "For if I again rebuild what I have destroyed, I
make myself a transgressor,"(6) would himself fall into what he had condemned.
And to such an extent is account taken, not so much of the actual thing which
is done as of the disposition of the doer, that on the other hand truth is
sometimes found to have injured some, and a lie to have done them good. For
when Saul was grumbling to his servants about David's flight, and saying: "Will
the son of Jesse give you all fields and vineyards, and make you all tribunes
and centurions: that all of you have conspired against me, and there is no
one to inform me," did Doeg the Edomite say anything but the truth, when
he told him: "I saw the son of Jesse in Nob, with Abimelech the son of
Ahitub the priest, who consulted the Lord for him, and gave him victuals, and
gave him also the sword of Goliath the Philistine?"(7) For which true
story he deserved to be rooted up out of the land of the living, and it is
said of him by the prophet: "Wherefore God shall destroy thee forever,
and pluck thee up and tear thee out of thy tabernacle, and thy root from the
land of the living:"(8) He then for showing the truth is forever plucked
and rooted up out of that land in which the harlot Rahab with her family is
planted for her lie: just as also we remember that Samson most injuriously
betrayed to his wicked wife the truth which he had hidden for a long time by
a lie, and therefore the truth so inconside-rately disclosed was the cause
of his own deception, because he had neglected to keep the command of the prophet: "Keep
the doors of thy mouth from her that sleepeth in thy bosom."(9)
CHAPTER XXI.
Whether secret abstinence ought to be made known, without telling a lie about
it, to those who ask, and whether what has once been declined may be taken
in hand.
AND to
bring forward some instances from our unavoidable and almost daily wants
which with all our
care we can
never so guard against as not to be driven
to incur them whether with or against our will: what, I ask you, is to be done
when, while we are proposing to put off our supper, a brother comes and asks
us if we have had it: is our fast to be concealed, and the good act of abstinence
hidden, or is it to be proclaimed by telling the truth? If we conceal it, to
satisfy the Lord's command which says: "Thou shalt not appear unto men
to fast but unto thy Father Who is in secret;" and again: "Let not
thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth,"(1) we must at once tell
a lie. If we make manifest the good act of abstinence, the word of the gospel
rightly discourages us: "Verily I say unto you, they have their reward."(2)
But what if any one has refused with determination a cup offered to him by
some brother, denying altogether that he will take what the other, rejoicing
at his arrival, begs and intreats him to receive? Is it right that he should
force himself to yield to his brother who goes on his knees and bows himself
to the ground, and who thinks that he can only show his loving heart by this
service, or should he obstinately cling to his own word and intention?
CHAPTER XXII.
An objection, that abstinence ought to be concealed, but that things that
have been declined should not be received.
GERMANUS: In the former instance we think there can be no doubt that it is
better for our abstinence to be hidden than for it to be displayed to the inquirers,
and in cases of this sort we also admit that a lie is unavoidable. But in the
second there is no need for us to tell a lie, first because we can refuse what
is offered by the service of a brother in such a way as to bind ourselves in
no bond of determination, and next because when we once refuse we can keep
our opinion unchanged.
CHAPTER XXIII.
The answer that obstinacy in this decision is unreasonable.
JOSEPH: There is no doubt that these are the decisions of those monasteries
in which the infancy of your renunciation was, as you tell us, trained, as
their leaders are accustomed to prefer their own will to their brother's supper,
and most obstinately stick to what they have once intended. But our Elders,
to whose faith the signs of Apostolical powers have borne witness, and who
have treated everything with judgment and discretion of spirit rather than
with stiff obstinacy of mind, have laid down that those men who give in to
the infirmities of others, receive much richer fruits than those who persist
in their determinations, and have declared that it is a better deed to conceal
abstinence, as was said, by this needful and humble lie, rather than to display
it with a proud show of truth.
CHAPTER XXIV.
How Abbot Piamun chose to hide his abstinence.
FINALLY
Abbot Piamun(3) after twenty-five years did not hesitate to receive some
grapes and wine
offered to him by
a certain brother, and at once preferred,
against his rule, to taste what was brought him rather than to display his
abstinence which was a secret from everybody. For if we would also bear in
mind what we remember that our Elders always did, who used to conceal the marvels
of their own good deeds, and their own acts, which they were obliged to bring
forward in Conference if or the instruction of the juniors, under cover of
other persons, what else can we consider them but an open lie? And O that we
too had anything worthy which we could bring forward for stirring up the faith
of the juniors! Certainly we should have no scruples in following their fictions
of that kind. For it is better under the colour of a figure like that to tell
a lie than for the sake of maintaining that unreasonable truthfulness either
hide in ill-advised silence what might be edifying to the hearers, or run into
the display of an objectionable vanity by telling them truthfully in our own
character. And the teacher of the Gentiles clearly teaches us the same lesson
by his teaching, as he chose to bring forward the great revelations made to
him, trader the character of some one else, saying: "I know a man in Christ,
whether in the body or out of the body I cannot tell, God knoweth, caught up
even unto the third heaven: and I know such a man, that he was caught up into
paradise and heard unspeakable words, which it is not lawful for man to utter."(4)
CHAPTER XXV.
The evidence of Scripture on changes of determination.
IT is
impossible for us briefly to run through everything. For who could count
up almost all the
patriarchs
and numberless saints, some of whom for the preservation
of life, others out of desire for a blessing, others out of pity, others to
conceal some secret, others out of zeal for God, others in searching for the
truth, became, so to speak, patrons of lying? And as all cannot be enumerated,
so all ought not to be altogether passed over. For piety forced the blessed
Joseph to raise a false charge against his brethren even with an oath by the
life of the king, saying: "Ye are spies: to see the nakedness of the land
are ye come;" and below: "send," says he, "one of you,
and bring your brothers hither: but ye shall be kept here until your words
are made manifest whether ye speak the truth or no: but if not, by the life
of Pharaoh, ye are spies."(1) For if he had not out of pity alarmed them
by this lie, he would not have been able to see again his father and his brother,
nor to preserve them in their great danger of starvation, nor to free the conscience
of his brethren from the guilt of selling him. The act then of striking his
brethren with fear by means of a lie was not so reprehensible as was it a holy
and laudable act to urge his enemies and seekers to a salutary penitence by
means of a feigned danger. Finally when they were weighed down by the odium
of the very serious accusation, they were conscience-stricken not at the charge
falsely raised against them, but at the thought of their earlier crime, and
said to one another: "We suffer this rightly because we sinned against
our brother, in that we saw the anguish of his soul when he asked us and we
did not hearken to him: wherefore all this trouble hath come upon us."(2)
And this confession, we think, expiated by most salutary humility their terrible
sin not only against their brother, against whom they had sinned with wicked
cruelty, but also against God. What about Solomon, who in his first judgment
manifested the gift of wisdom, which he had received of God, only by making
use of falsehood? For in order to get at the truth which was hidden by the
woman's lie, even he used the help of a lie most cunningly invented, saying: "Bring
me a sword and divide the living child into two parts, and give the one half
to the one and the other half to the other." And when this pretended cruelty
stirred the heart of the true mother, but was received with approval by her
who was not the true mother, then at last by this most sagacious discovery
of the truth he pronounced the judgment which every one has felt to have been
inspired by God, saying: "Give her the living child and slay it not: she
is the mother of it."(3) Further we are more fully taught by other passages
of Scripture as well that we neither can nor should carry out everything which
we determine either with peace or disturbance of mind, as we often hear that
holy men and angels and even Almighty God Himself have changed what they had
decided upon. For the blessed David determined and confirmed it by an oath,
saying: "May God do so and add more to the foes of David if I leave of
all that belong unto Nabal until the morning a single male." And presently
when Abigail his wife interceded and intreated for him, he gave up his threats,
lightened the sentence, and preferred to be regarded as a breaker of his word
rather than to keep his pledged oath by cruelly executing it, saying: "As
the Lord liveth, if thou hadst not quickly come to meet me there had not been
left to Nabal by the morning light a single male."(4) And as we do not
hold that his readiness to take a rash oath (which resulted from his anger
and disturbance of mind) ought to be copied by us, so we do think that the
pardon and revision of his determination is to be followed. The "chosen
vessel," in writing to the Corinthians, promises unconditionally to return,
saying: "But I will come to you when I pass through Macedonia: for I will
pass through Macedonia. But I will stay or even pass the winter with you that
you may conduct me whithersoever I shall go. For I do not want only to see
you in passing: for I hope to stay with you for some time."(5) And this
fact he remembers in the Second Epistle, thus: "And in this confidence
I was minded first to come unto you, that ye might receive a second favour,
and by you to pass into Macedonia and again to come to you from Macedonia and
by you be conducted to Judaea." But a better plan suggested itself and
he plainly admits that he is not going to fulfil what he had promised. "When
then," says he, "I purposed this, did I use light-mindedness? or
the things that I think, do I think after the flesh, that there should be with
me yea, yea, and nay, nay?" Lastly, he declares even with the affirmation
of an oath, why it was that he preferred to put on one side his pledged word
rather than by his presence to bring a burden and grief to his disciples: "But
I call God to witness against my soul that it was to spare you that I came
not as far as Corinth. For I determined this with myself that I would not come
unto you in sorrow."(6) Though when the angels had refused to enter the
house of Lot at Sodom, saying to him: "We will not enter but will remain
in the street," they were presently forced by his prayers to change their
determination, as Scripture subjoins: "And Lot constrained them, and they
turned in to him."(7) And certainly if they knew that they would turn
in to him, they refused his request with a sham excuse: but if their excuse
was a real one, then they are clearly shown to have changed their mind. And
certainly we hold that the Holy Spirit inserted this in the sacred volume for
no other reason but to teach us by their examples that we ought not to cling
obstinately to our own determinations, but to subject them to our will, and
so to keep our judgment free from all the chains of law that it may be ready
to follow the call of good counsel in any direction, and may not delay or refuse
to pass without any delay to whatever a sound discretion may find to be the
better choice. And to rise to still higher instances, when king Hezekiah was
lying on his bed and afflicted with grievous sickness the prophet Isaiah addressed
him in the person of God, and said: "Thus saith the Lord: set thine house
in order for thou shall die and not live. And Hezekiah," it says, "turned
his face to the wall and prayed to the Lord and said: I beseech thee, O Lord,
remember how I have walked before Thee in truth and with a perfect heart, and
how I have done what was right in Thy sight. And Hezekiah wept sore." After
which it was again said to him: "Go, return, and speak to Hezekiah king
of Judah, saying: Thus saith the Lord God of David thy father: I have heard
thy prayer, I have seen thy tears: and behold, I will add to thy days fifteen
years: and I will deliver thee out of the hand of the king of the Assyrians,
and I will defend this city for thy sake and for my servant David's sake." (1)
What can be clearer than this proof that out of consideration for mercy and
goodness the Lord would rather break His word and instead of the pre-arranged
limit of death extend the life of him who prayed, for fifteen years, rather
than be found inexorable because of His unchangeable decree? In the same way
too the Divine sentence says to the men of Nineveh: "Yet three days, and
Nineveh shall be overthrown;" (2) and presently this stern and abrupt
sentence is softened by their penitence and fasting, and is turned to the side
of mercy with goodness that is easy to be intreated. But if any one maintains
that the Lord had threatened the destruction of their city (while He foreknew
that they would be converted) for this reason, that He might incite them to
a salutary penitence, it follows that those who are set over their brethren
may, if need arises, without any blame for telling lies, threaten those who
need improvement with severer treatment than they are really going to inflict.
But if one says that God revoked that severe sentence in consideration of their
penitence, according to what he says by Ezekiel: "If I say to the wicked,
Thou shalt surely die: and he becomes penitent for his sin, and doeth judgment
and justice, he shall surely live, he shall not die;" (3) we are similarly
taught that we ought not obstinately to stick to our determination, but that
we should with gentle pity soften down the threats which necessity called forth.
And that we may not fancy that the Lord granted this specially to the Ninevites,
He continually affirms by Jeremiah that He will do the same in general towards
all, and promises that without delay He will change His sentence in accordance
with our deserts; saying: "I will suddenly speak against a nation and
against a kingdom to root out and to pull down and to destroy it. If that nation
repent of the evil, which I have spoken against it, I also will repent of the
evil which I thought to do to them. And I will suddenly speak of a nation and
a kingdom, to build up and to plant it. If it shall do evil in My sight, that
it obey not My voice: I will repent of the good that I thought to do to it." To
Ezekiel also: "Leave out nota word, if so be they will hearken and be
converted every one from his evil way: that I may repent Me of the evil that
I thought to do to them for the wickedness of their doings." (4) And by
these passages it is declared that we ought not obstinately to stick to our
decisions, but to modify them with reason and judgment, and that better courses
should always be adopted and preferred, and that we should turn without any
delay to that course which is considered the more profitable. For this above
all that invaluable sentence teaches us, because though each man's end is known
beforehand to Him before his birth, yet somehow He so orders all things by
a plan and method for all, and with regard to man's disposition, that He decides
on everything not by the mere exercise of His power, nor according to the ineffable
knowledge which His Prescience possesses, but according to the present actions
of men, and rejects or draws to Himself each one, and daily either grants or
withholds His grace. And that this is so the election of Saul also shows us,
of whose miserable end the foreknowledge of God certainly could not be ignorant,
and yet He chose him out of so many thousands of Israel and anointed him king,
rewarding the then existing merits of his life, and not considering the sin
of his coming fall, so that after he became reprobate, God complains almost
in human terms and, with man's feelings, as if He repented of his choice, saying: "It
repenteth Me that I have appointed Saul king: for he hath forsaken Me, and
hath not performed My words;" and again: "But Samuel was grieved
for Saul because the Lord repented that He had made Saul king over Israel." (1)
Finally this that He afterwards executed, that the Lord also declares by the
prophet Ezekiel that He will by His daily judgment do with all men, saying: "Yea,
if I shall say to the righteous that he shall surely live, and he trusting
in his righteousness commit iniquity: all his righteousness shall be forgotten,
and in his iniquity which he hath committed, in the same he shall die. And
if I shall say to the wicked: Thou shalt surely die; and if he repent of his
sin and do judgment and righteousness, and if that wicked man restore the pledge
and render what he hath robbed, and walk in the commandments of life, and do
no righteous thing, he shall surely live, he shall not die. None of his sins
which he hath committed shall be imputed unto him." (2) Finally, when
the Lord would for their speedy fall turn away His merciful countenance from
the people, whom He had chosen out of all nations, the giver of the law interposes
on their behalf and cries out: "I beseech Thee, O Lord, this people have
sinned a great sin; they have made for themselves gods of gold; and now if
Thou forgivest their sin, forgive it; but if not, blot me out of Thy book which
Thou hast written. To whom the Lord answered: If any man hath sinned before
Me, I will blot him out of My book." (3) David also, when complaining
in prophetic spirit of Judas and the Lord's persecutors, says: "Let them
be blotted out of the book of the living;" and because they did not deserve
to come to saving penitence because of the guilt of their great sin, he subjoins: "And
let them not be written among the righteous." (4) Finally in the case
of Judas himself the meaning of the prophetic curse was clearly fulfilled,
for when his deadly sin was completed, he killed himself by hanging, that he
might not after his name was blotted out be converted and repent and deserve
to be once more written among the righteous in heaven. We must therefore not
doubt that at the time when he was chosen by Christ and obtained a place in
the Apostolate, the name of Judas was written in the book of the living, and
that he heard as well as the rest the words: "Rejoice not because the
devils are subject unto you, but rejoice because your names are written in
heaven." (5) But because he was corrupted by the plague of covetousness
and had his name struck out from that heavenly list, it is suitably said of
him and of men like him by the prophet: "O Lord, let all those that forsake
Thee be confounded. Let them that depart from Thee be written in the earth,
because they have forsaken the Lord, the vein of living waters." And elsewhere: "They
shall not be in the counsel of My people, nor shall they be written in the
writing of the house of Israel, neither shall they enter into the land of lsrael." (6)
CHAPTER XXVI.
How saintly men cannot be hard and obstinate.
NOR must we emit the value of that command because even if we have bound ourselves
by some oath under the influence of anger or some other passion, (a thing which
ought never to be done by a monk) still the case for each side should be weighed
by a thorough judgment of the mind, and the course on which we have determined
should be compared to that which we are urged to adopt, and we should without
hesitation adopt that which on the occurrence of sounder considerations is
decided to be the best. For it is better to put our promise on one side than
to undergo the loss of something good and more desirable. Finally we never
remember that venerable and approved fathers were hard and unyielding in decisions
of this sort, but as wax under the influence of heat, so they were modified
by reason, and when sounder counsels prevailed, did not hesitate to give in
to the better side. But those whom we have seen obstinately clinging to their
determinations we have always set down as unreasonable and wanting in judgment.
CHAPTER XXVII.
A question
whether the saying: "I have sworn and am purposed" is
opposed to the view given above.
GERMANUS:
So far as this consideration is concerned which has been clearly and fully
treated of, a
monk ought never
to determine anything for fear lest
he turn out a breaker of his word or else obstinate. And what then can we make
of this saying of the Psalmist: "I have sworn and am purposed to keep
Thy righteous judgments?" (7) What is "to swear and purpose" except
to keep one's determinations fixedly?
CHAPTER XXVIII.
The answer telling in what cases the determination is to be kept fixedly,
and in what cases it may be broken if need be.
JOSEPH:
We do not lay this down with regard to those fundamental commands, without
which our salvation
cannot
in any way exist, but with regard to those
which we can either relax or hold fast to without endangering our state, as
for instance, an unbroken and strict fast, or total abstinence from wine or
oil, or entire prohibition to leave one's cell, or incessant attention to reading
and meditation, all of which can be practised at pleasure, without damage to
our profession and purpose, and, if need be, can be given up without blame.
But we must most resolutely make up our minds to observe those fundamental
commands, and not even, if need arise, to avoid death in their cause, with
regard to which we must immovably assert: "I have sworn and am purposed." And
this should be done for the preservation of love, for which all things else
should be disregarded lest the beauty and perfection of its calm should suffer
a stain. In the same way we must swear for the purity of our chastity, and
we ought to do the same for faith, and sobriety and justice, to all of which
we must cling with unchangeable persistence, and to forsake which even for
a little is worthy of blame. But in the case of those bodily exercises, which
are said to be profitable for a little, (1) we must, as we said, decide in
such a way that, if there occurs any more decided opportunity for a good act,
which would lead us to relax them, we need not be bound by any rule about them,
but may give them up and freely adopt what is more useful. For in the case
of those bodily exercises, if they are dropped for a time, there is no danger:
but to have given up these others even for a moment is deadly.
CHAPTER XXIX.
How we ought to do those things which are to be kept secret.
YOU must also provide with the same care that if by chance some word has slipped
out of your mouth which you want to be a secret, no injunction to secrecy may
trouble the hearer. For it will be more likely to be unheeded if it is let
pass carelessly and simply, because the brother, whoever he is, will not be
tormented with such a temptation to divulge it, as he will take it as something
trivial dropped in casual conversation, and as what is for this very reason
of less account, because it was not committed to the hearer's mind with a strict
injunction to silence. For even if you bind his faith by exacting an oath from
him, you need not doubt that it will very soon be divulged; for a fiercer assault
of the devil's power will be made upon him, both to annoy land betray you,
and to make him break his oath as quickly as possible.
CHAPTER XXX.
That no determination should be made on those things which concern the needs
of the common life.
AND therefore
a monk ought not hastily to make any promise on those things which merely
concern bodily
exercise,
for fear lest he may stir up the enemy
still more to attack what he is keeping as it were under the observance of
the law, and so he may be more readily compelled to break it. Since every one
who lives under the grace of liberty, and sets himself a law, thereby binds
himself in a dangerous slavery, so that if by chance necessity constrains him
to do what he might have ventured on lawfully, and indeed laudably and with
thanksgiving, he is forced to act as a transgressor, and to fall into sin: "for
where there is no law there is no transgression." (2)
By this instruction and the teaching of the blessed Joseph we were confirmed
as by a Divine oracle and made up our minds to stop in Egypt. But though henceforward
we were but a little anxious about our promise, yet when seven years were over
we were very glad to fulfil it. For we hastened to our monastery, at a time
when we were confident of obtaining permission to return to the desert, and
first paid our respects properly to our Elders; next we revived the former
love in their minds as out of the ardour of their love they had not been at
all softened by our very frequent letters to satisfy them, and in the last
place, we entirely removed the sting of our broken promise and returned to
the recesses of the desert of Scete, as they themselves forwarded us with joy.
This learning and doctrine of the illustrious fathers, our ignorance, O holy
brother, has to the best of its ability made plain to you. And if perhaps our
clumsy style has confused it instead of setting it in order, I trust that the
blame which our clumsiness deserves will not interfere with the praise due
to these grand men. Since it seemed to us a safer course in the sight of our
Judge to state even in unadorned style this splendid doctrine rather than to
hold our tongues about it, since if he considers the grandeur of the thoughts,
the fact that the awkwardness of our style annoys him, need not be prejudicial
to the profit of the reader, and for our part we are more anxious about its
usefulness than its being praised. This at least I charge all those into whose
hand this little book may fall; viz., that they must know that whatever in
it pleases them belongs to the fathers, and whatever they dislike is all our
own. (1)
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