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ST. ATHANASIUS
LIFE OF ANTONY
The life and conversation of our holy Father, Antony: written and sent to
the monks in foreign parts by our Father among the Saints, Athanasius, Bishop
of Alexandria. Athanasius [1] the bishop to the brethren in foreign parts.
You have
entered upon a noble rivalry with the monks of Egypt by your determination
either to equal
or surpass
them in your training in the way of virtue. For
by this time there are monasteries among you, and the name of monk receives
public recognition. With reason, therefore, all men will approve this determination,
and in answer to your prayers God will give its fulfilment. Now since you asked
me to give you an account of the blessed Antony's way of life, and are wishful
to learn how he began the discipline, who and what manner of man he was previous
to this, how he closed his life, and whether the things told of him are true,
that you also may bring yourselves to imitate him, I very readily accepted
your behest, for to me also the bare recollection of Antony is a great accession
of help. And I know that you, when you have heard, apart from your admiration
of the man, will be wishful to emulate his determination; seeing that for monks
the life of Antony is a sufficient pattern of discipline. Wherefore do not
refuse credence to what you have heard from those who brought tidings of him;
but think rather that they have told you only a few things, for at all events
they scarcely can have given • circumstances of so great import in any
detail. And because I at your request have called to mind a few circumstances
about him, and shall send as much as I can tell in a letter, do not neglect
to question those who sail from here: for possibly when all have told their
tale, the account will hardly be in proportion to his merits. On account of
this I was desirous, when I received your letter, to send for certain of the
monks, those especially who were wont to be more frequently with him, that
if I could learn any fresh details I might send them to you. But since the
season for sailing was coming to an end and the letter-carrier urgent, I hastened
to write to your piety what I myself know, having seen him many times, and
what I was able to learn from him, for I was his attendant for a long time,
and poured water on his hands [2]; in all points being mindful of the truth,
that no one should disbelieve through hearing too much, nor on the other hand
by hearing too little should despise the man.
1. Antony you must know was by descent an Egyptian: his parents were of good
family and possessed considerable wealth [2a], and as they were Christians
he also was reared in the same Faith. In infancy he was brought up with his
parents, knowing nought else but them and his home. But when he was grown and
arrived at boyhood, and was advancing in years, he could not endure to learn
[2b] letters, not caring to associate with other boys; but all his desire was,
as it is written of Jacob, to live a plain man at home [3]. With his parents
he used to attend the Lord's House, and neither as a child was he idle nor
when older did he despise them; but was both obedient to his father and mother
and attentive to what was read, keeping in his heart what was profitable in
what he heard. And though as a child brought up in moderate affluence, he did
not trouble his parents for varied or luxurious fare, nor was this a source
of pleasure to him; but was content simply with what he found nor sought anything
further.
2. After the death of his father and mother he was left alone with one little
sister: his age was about eighteen or twenty, and on him the care both of home
and sister rested. Now it was not six months after the death of his parents,
and going according to custom into the Lord's House, he communed with himself
and reflected as he walked how the Apostles [4] left all and followed the Saviour;
and how they in the Acts [5] sold their possessions and brought and laid them
at the Apostles' feet for distribution to then eedy, and what and how great
a hope was laid up for them in heaven. Pondering over these things he entered
the church, and it happened the Gospel was being read, and he heard the Lord
saying to the rich man [6], 'If thou wouldest be perfect, go and sell that
thou hast and give to the poor; and come follow Me and thou shalt have treasure
in heaven.' Antony, as though God had put him in mind of the Saints, and the
passage had been read on his account, went out immediately from the church,
and gave the possessions of his forefathers to the villagers--they were three
hundred acres [7], productive and very fair --that they should be no more a
clog upon himself and his sister [8]. And all the rest that was movable he
sold, and having got together much money he gave it to the poor, reserving
a little however for his sister's sake.
3. And again as he went into the church, hearing the Lord say in the Gospel
[9], ' be not anxious for the morrow,' he could stay no longer, but went out
and gave those things also to the poor. Having committed his sister to known
and faithful virgins, and put her into a convent [10] to be brought up, he
henceforth devoted himself outside his house to discipline [11], taking heed
to himself and training himself with patience. For there were not yet so many
monasteries [12] in Egypt, and no monk at all knew of the distant desert; but
all who wished to give heed to themselves practised the discipline in solitude
near their own village. Now there was then in the next village an old man who
had lived the life of a hermit from his youth up. Antony, after he had seen
this man, imitated him in piety. And at first he began to abide in places out
side the village: then if he heard of a good man anywhere, like the prudent
bee, he went forth and sought him, nor turned back to his own palace until
he had seen him; and he returned, having got from the good man as it were supplies
for his journey in the way of virtue. So dwelling there at first, he confirmed
his purpose not to return to the abode of his fathers nor to the remembrance
of his kinsfolk; but to keep all his desire and energy for perfecting his discipline.
He worked, however. with his hands, having heard, 'he who is idle let him not
eat [13],' and part he spent on bread and part he gave to the needy. And he
was constant in prayer, knowing that a man ought to pray in secret unceasingly
[14]. For he had given such heed to what was read that none of the things that
were written fell from him to the ground, but he remembered all, and afterwards
his memory served him for books.
4. Thus conducting himself, Antony was beloved by all. He subjected himself
in sincerity to the good men whom he visited, and learned thoroughly where
each surpassed him in zeal and discipline. He observed the graciousness of
one; the unceasing prayer of another; he took knowledge of another's freedom
from anger and another's loving-kindness; he gave heed to one as he watched,
to another as he studied; one he admired for his endurance, another for his
fasting and sleeping on the ground; the meekness of one and the long-suffering
of another he watched with care, while he took note of the piety towards Christ
and the mutual love which animated all. Thus filled, he returned to his own
place of discipline, and henceforth would strive to unite the qualities of
each, and was eager to show in himself the virtues of all. With others of the
same age he had no rivalry; save this only, that he should not be second to
them in higher things. And this he did so as to hurt the feelings of nobody,
but made them rejoice over him. So all they of that village and the good men
in whose intimacy he was, when they saw that he was a man of this sort, used
to call him God-beloved. And some welcomed him as a son, others as a brother.
5. But the devil, who hates and envies what is good, could not endure to see
such a resolution in a youth, but endeavoured to carry out against him what
he had been wont to effect against others. First of all he tried to lead him
away from the discipline, whispering to him the remembrance of his wealth,
care for his sister, claims of kindred, love of money, love of glory, the various
pleasures of the table and the other relaxations of life, and at last the difficulty
of virtue and the labour of it; he suggested also the infirmity of the body
and the length of the time. In a word he raised in his mind a great dust of
debate, wishing to debar him from his settled purpose. But when the enemy saw
himself to be too weak for Antony's determination, and that he rather was conquered
by the other's firmness, overthrown by his great faith and falling through
his constant prayers, then at length putting his trust in the weapons which
are [15] 'in the navel of his belly' and boasting in them--for they are his
first snare for the young--he attacked the young man, disturbing him by night
and harassing him by day, so that even the onlookers saw the struggle which
was going on between them. The one would suggest foul thoughts and the other
counter them with prayers: the one fire him with lush the other, as one who
seemed to blush, fortify his body with faith, prayers, and fasting. And the
devil, unhappy wight, one night even took upon him the shape of a woman and
imitated all her acts simply to beguile Antony. But he, his mind filled with
Christ and the nobility inspired by Him, and considering the spirituality of
the soul, quenched the coal of the other's deceit. Again the enemy suggested
the ease of pleasure. But he like a man filled with rage and grief turned his
thoughts to the threatened fire and the gnawing worm, and setting these in
array against his adversary, passed through the temptation unscathed. All this
was a source of shame to his foe. For he, deeming himself like God, was now
mocked by a young man; and he who boasted himself against flesh and blood was
being put to flight by a man in the flesh. For the Lord was working with Antony--the
Lord who for our sake took flesh [16] and gave the body victory over the devil,
so that all who truly fight can say [17], ' not I but the grace of God which
was with me.'
6. At
last when the dragon could not even thus overthrow Antony, but saw himself
thrust out of his heart,
gnashing his teeth as it is written, and as it were
beside himself, he appeared to Antony like a black boy, taking a visible shape
[17a] in accordance with the colour of his mind. And cringing to him, as it
were, he plied him with thoughts no longer, for guileful as he was, he had
been worsted, but at last spoke in human voice and said, 'Many I deceived,
many I cast down; but now attacking thee and thy labours as I had many others,
I proved weak.' When Antony asked, Who art thou who speakest thus with me?
he answered with a lamentable voice, 'I am the friend of whoredom, and have
taken upon me incitements which lead to it against the young. I am called the
spirit of lust. How many have I deceived who wished to live soberly, how many
are the chaste whom by my incitements I have over-persuaded! I am he on account
of whom also the prophet reproves those who have fallen, saying [17b], "Ye
have been caused to err by the spirit of whoredom." For by me they have
been tripped up. I am he who have so often troubled thee and have so often
been overthrown by thee.' But Antony having given thanks to the Lord, with
good courage said to him, ' Thou art very despicable then, for thou art black-hearted
and weak as a child. Henceforth I shall have no trouble from thee [18], "for
the Lord is my helper, and I shall look down on mine enemies."' Having
heard this, the black one straightway fled, shuddering at the words and dreading
any longer even to come near the man.
7. This was Antony's first struggle against the devil, or rather this victory
was the Saviour's work in Antony [19], 'Who condemned sin in the flesh that
the ordinance of the law might be fulfilled in us who walk not after the flesh
but after the spirit.' But neither did Antony, although the evil one had fallen,
henceforth relax his care and despise him; nor did the enemy as though conquered
tease to lay snares for him. For again he went round as a lion seeking some
occasion against him. But Antony having learned from the Scriptures that the
devices [20] of the devil are many, zealously continued the discipline, reckoning
that though the devil had not been able to deceive his heart by bodily pleasure,
he would endeavour to ensnare him by other means. For the demon loves sin.
Wherefore more and more he repressed the body and kept it in subjection [1],
lest haply having conquered on one side, he should be dragged down on the other.
He therefore planned to accustom himself to a severer mode of life. And many
marvelled, but he himself used to bear the labour easily; for the eagerness
of soul, through the length of time it had abode in him, had wrought a good
habit in him, so that taking but little initiation from others he shewed great
zeal in this matter. He kept vigil to such an extent that he often continued
the whole night without sleep; and this not once but often, to the marvel of
other. He ate once a day, after sunset, sometimes once in two days, and often
even in four. His food was bread and salt, his drink, water only. Of flesh
and wine it is superfluous even to speak, since no such thing was found with
the other earnest men. A rush mat served him to sleep upon, but for the most
part he lay upon the bare ground. He would not anoint himself with oil, saying
it behoved young men to be earnest in training and not to seek what would enervate
the body; but they must accustom it to labour, mindful of the Apostle's words
[2], ' when I am weak, then am I strong.' 'For,' said he, 'the fibre of the
soul is then sound when the pleasures of the body are diminished.' And he had
come to this truly wonderful conclusion, 'that progress in virtue, and retirement
from the world for the sake of it, ought not to be measured by time, but by
desire and fixity of purpos. He at least gave no thought to the past, but day
by day, as if he were at the beginning of his discipline, applied greater pares
for advancement, often repeating to himself the saying of Paul [3]: 'Forgetting
the things which are behind and stretching forward to the things which are
before.' He was also mindful of the words spoken by the prophet Elias [4],
'the Lord liveth before whose presence I stand to-day.' For he observed that
in saying 'to-day' the prophet did not compute the time that had gone by: but
daily as though ever commencing he eagerly endeavoured to make himself fit
to appear before God, being pure in heart and ever ready to submit to His counsel,
and to Him alone. And he used to say to himself that from the life of the great
Elias the hermit ought to see his own as in a mirror.
8. Thus tightening his hold upon himself, Antony departed to the tombs, which
happened to be at a distance from the village; and having bid one of his acquaintances
to bring him bread at intervals of many days, he entered one of the tombs,
and the other having shut the door on him, he remained within alone. And when
the enemy could not endure it. but was even fearful that in a short time Antony
would fill the desert with the discipline, coming one night with a multitude
of demons, he so cut him with stripes that he lay on the ground speechless
from the excessive pain. For he affirmed that the torture had been so excessive
that no blows inflicted by man could ever have caused him such torment. But
by the Providence of God--for the Lord never overlooks them that hope in Him--the
next day his acquaintance came bringing him the loaves. And having opened the
door and seeing him lying on the ground as though dead, he lifted him up and
carried him to the church in the village, and laid him upon the ground. And
many of his kinsfolk and the villagers sat around Antony as round a corpse.
But about midnight he came to himself and arose, and when be saw them all asleep
and his comrade alone watching, he motioned with his head for him to approach,
and asked him to carry him again to the tombs without waking anybody.
9. He was carried therefore by the man, and as he was wont, when the door
was shut he was within alone. And he could not stand up on account of the blows,
but he prayed as he lay. And after he had prayed, he said with a shout, Here
am I, Antony; I flee not from your stripes, for even if you inflict more nothing
shall separate rues from the love of Christ. And then he sang, 'though a camp
be set against me, my heart shall not be afraid [6].' These were the thoughts
and words of this ascetic. But the enemy, who hates good, marvelling that after
the blows he dared to return, called together his hounds and burst forth, 'Ye
see,' said he, 'that neither by the spirit of lust nor by blows did we stay
the man, but that he braves us, let us attack him in another fashion.' But
changes of form for evil are easy for the devil, so in the night they made
such a din that the whole of that place seemed to be shaken by an earthquake,
and the demons as if breaking the four walls of the dwelling seemed to enter
through them, coming in the likeness of beasts and creeping things. And the
place was on a sudden filled with the forms of lions, bears, leopards, bulls,
serpents, asps, scorpions, and wolves, and each of them was moving according
to his nature. The lion was roaring, wishing to attack, the bull seeming to
toss with its horns, the serpent writhing but unable to approach, and the wolf
as it rushed on was restrained; altogether the noises of the apparitions, with
their angry ragings, were dreadful. But Antony, stricken and goaded by them,
felt bodily pains severer still. He lay watching, however, with unshaken soul,
groaning from bodily anguish; but his mind was clear, and as in mockery he
said, 'If there had been any power in you, it would have sufficed had one of
you come, but since the Lord hath made you weak you attempt to terrify me by
numbers: and a proof of your weakness is that you take the shapes of brute
beasts.' And again with boldness he said, 'If you are able, and have received
power against me, delay not to attack; but if you are unable, why trouble me
in vain ? For faith in our Lord is a seal and a wall of safety to us.' So after
many attempts they gnashed their teeth upon him, because they were mocking
themselves rather than him.
10. Nor was the Lord then forgetful of Antony's wrestling, but was at hand
to help him. So looking up he saw the roof as it were opened, and a ray of
light descending to him. The demons suddenly vanished, the pain of his body
straightway ceased, and the building was again whole. But Antony feeling the
help, and getting his breath again, and being freed from pain, besought the
vision which had appeared to him, saying, 'Where wert thou ? Why didst thou
not appear at the beginning to make my pains to cease?' And a voice came to
him, 'Antony, I was here, but I waited to see thy fight; wherefore since thou
hast endured, and hast not been worsted, I will ever be a succour to thee,
and will make thy name known everywhere.' Having heard this, Antony arose and
prayed, and received such strength that he perceived that he had more power
in his body than formerly.And he was then about thirty-five years old.
11. And on the day following he went forth still more eagerly bent on the
service of God and having fallen in with the old man he had met previously,
he asked him to dwell with him in the desert. But when the other declined on
account of his great age, and because as yet there was no such custom, Antony
himself set off forthwith to the mountain. And yet again the enemy seeing his
zeal and wishing to hinder it, east in his way what seemed to be a great silver
dish. But Antony, seeing the guile of the Evil One, stood, and having looked
on the dish, he put the devil in it to shame, saying, 'Whence comes a dish
in the desert ? This road is not well-worn, nor is there here a trace of any
wayfarer; it could not have fallen without being missed on account of its size;
and he who had lost it having turned back, to seek it, would have found it,
for it is a desert place. This is some wile of the devil. O thou Evil One,
not with this shalt thou hinder my purpose; let it go with thee to destruction.
[3]' And when Antony had said this it vanished like smoke from the face of
fire.
12. Then again as he went on he saw what was this time not visionary, but
real gold scattered in the way. But whether the devil showed it, or some better
power to try the athlete and show the Evil One that Antony truly cared nought
for money, neither he told nor do we know. But it is certain that that which
appeared was gold. And Antony marvelled at the quantity, but passed it by as
though he were going over fire; so he did not even turn, but hurried on at
a run to lose sight of the place. More and more confirmed in his purpose, he
hurried to the mountain, and having found a fort, so long deserted that it
was full of creeping things, on the other side of the river; he crossed over
to it and dwelt there. The reptiles, as though some one were chasing them,
immediately left the place. But he built up the entrance completely, having
stored up loaves for six months--this is a custom of the Thebans, and the loaves
often remain fresh a whole year--and as he found water within, he descended
as into a shrine, and abode within by himself, never going forth nor looking
at any one who came. Thus he employed a long time training himself, and received
loaves, let down from above, twice in the year.
13. But those of his acquaintances who came, since he did not permit them
to enter, often used to spend days and nights outside, and heard as it were
crowds within clamouring, dinning, sending forth piteous voices and crying,
'Go from what is ours. What dost thou even in the desert? Thou canst not abide
our attack.' So at first those outside thought there were some men fighting
with him, and that they had entered by ladders; but when stooping down they
saw through a hole there was nobody, they were afraid, accounting them to be
demons, and they called on Antony. Them he quickly heard, though he had not
given a thought to the demons, and coming to the door he besought them to depart
and not to be afraid, 'for thus,' said he, 'the demons make their seeming onslaughts
against those who are cowardly. Sign yourselves therefore with the cross [4],
and depart boldly, and let these make sport for themselves.' So they departed
fortified with the sign of the Cross. But he remained in no wise harmed by
the evil spirits, nor was he wearied with the contest, for there came to his
aid visions from above, and the weakness of the foe relieved him of much trouble
and armed him with greater zeal. For his acquaintances used often to come expecting
to find him dead, and would hear him singing [5], ' Let God arise and let His
enemies be scattered, let them also that hate Him flee before His face. As
smoke vanisheth, let them vanish; as wax melteth before the face of fire, so
let the sinners perish from the face of God ;' and again, 'All nations compassed
me about, and in the name of the Lord I requited them [6].'
14. And so for nearly twenty years he continued training himself in solitude,
never going forth, and but seldom seen by any. After this when many were eager
and wishful to imitate his discipline, and his acquaintances came and began
to cast down and wrench off the door by force, Antony, as from a shrine, came
forth initiated in the mysteries and filled with the Spirit of God. Then for
the first time he was seen outside the fort by those who came to see him. And
they, when they saw him, wondered at the sight, for he had the same habit of
body as before, and was neither fat, like a man without exercise, nor lean
from fasting and striving with the demons, but he was just the same as they
had known him before his retirement, And again his soul was free from blemish,
for it was neither contracted as if by grief, nor relaxed by pleasure, nor
possessed by laughter or dejection, for he was not troubled when he beheld
the crowd, nor overjoyed at being saluted by so many. But he was altogether
even as being guided by reason, and abiding in a natural state. Through him
the Lord healed the bodily ailments of many present, and cleansed others from
evil spirits. And He gave grace to Antony in speaking, so that he consoled
many that were sorrowful, and set those at variance at one, exhorting all to
prefer the love of Christ before all that is in the world. And while he exhorted
and advised them to remember the good things to come, and the loving-kindness
of God towards us, 'Who spared not His own Son, but delivered Him up for us
all [7],' he persuaded many to embrace the solitary life. And thus it happened
in the end that cells arose even in the mountains, and the desert was colonised
by monks, who came forth from their own people, and enrolled themselves for
the citizenship in the heavens.
15. But when he was obliged to cross the Arsenoitic Canal [8]--and the occasion
of it was the visitation of the brethren--the canal was full of crocodiles.
And by simply praying, he entered it, and all they with him, and passed over
in safety. And having returned to his ceil, he applied himself to the same
noble and valiant exercises; and by frequent conversation he increased the
eagerness of those already monks, stirred up in most of the rest the love of
the discipline, and speedily by the attraction of his words. cells multiplied,
and he directed them all as a father.
16. One
day when he had gone forth because all the monks had assembled to him and
asked to hear words
from him,
he spoke to them in the Egyptian tongue
as follows: 'The Scriptures are enough for instruction 9, but it is a good
thing to encourage one another in the faith, and to stir up with words. Wherefore
you, as children, carry that which you know to your father; and I as the elder
share my knowledge and what experience has taught me with you. Let this especially
be the common aim of all, neither to give way having once begun, nor to faint
in trouble, nor to say: We have lived in the discipline a long time: but rather
as though making a beginning daily let us increase our earnestness. For the
whole life of man is very short, measured by the ages to come, wherefore all
our time is nothing compared with eternal life. And in the world everything
is sold at its price, and a man exchanges one equivalent for another; but the
promise of eternal life is bought for a trifle. For it is written, "The
days of our life in them are threescore years and ten, but if they are in strength,
fourscore years, and what is more than these is labour and sorrow [10]. "Whenever,
therefore, we live full fourscore years, or even a hundred in the discipline,
not for a hundred years only shall we reign, but instead of a hundred we shall
reign for ever and ever. And though we fought on earth, we shall not receive
our inheritance on earth, but we have the promises in heaven; and having put
off the body which is corrupt, we shall receive it incorrupt.
17. '
Wherefore, children, let us not faint nor deem that the time is long, or
that we are doing something
great, "for the sufferings of this present
time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed to
us-ward [11]" Nor let us think, as we look at the world, that we have
renounced anything of much consequence, for the whole earth is very small compared
with all the heaven. Wherefore if it even chanced that we were lords of all
the earth and gave it all up, it would be nought worthy of comparison with
the kingdom of heaven. For as if a man should despise a copper drachma to gain
a hundred drachmas of gold; so if a man were lord of all the earth and were
to renounce it, that which he gives up is little, and he receives a hundredfold.
But if not even the whole earth is equal in value to the heavens, then he who
has given up a few acres leaves as it were nothing; and even if he have given
up a house or much gold he ought not to boast nor be low-spirited. Further,
we should consider that even if we do not relinquish them for virtue's sake,
still afterwards when we die we shall leave them behind--very often, as the
Preacher saith [12], to those to whom we do not wish. Why then should we not
give them up for virtue's sake, that we may inherit even a kingdom? Therefore
let the desire of possession take hold of no one, for what gain is it to acquire
these things which we cannot take with us? Why not rather get those things
which we can take away with us--to wit, prudence, justice, temperance, courage,
understanding, love, kindness to the poor, faith in Christ, freedom from wrath,
hospitality? If we possess these, we shall find them of themselves preparing
for us a welcome there in the land of the meek-hearted.
18. 'And so from such things let a man persuade himself not to make light
of it, especially if he considers that he himself is the servant of the Lord,
and ought to serve his Master. Wherefore as a servant would not dare to say,
because I worked yesterday, I will not work today; and considering the past
will do no work in the future; but, as it is written in the Gospel, daily shows
the same readiness to please his master, and to avoid risk: so let us daily
abide firm in our discipline, knowing that if we are careless for a single
day the Lord will not pardon us, for the sake of the past, but will be wrath
against us for our neglect. As also we have heard in Ezekiel [13]; and as Judas
because of one night destroyed his previous labour.
19. 'Wherefore,
children, let us hold fast our discipline, and let us not be careless. For
in it the
Lord
is our fellow-worker, as it is written, "to
all that choose the good, God worketh with them for good [14]." But to
avoid being heedless, it is good to consider the word of the Apostle, "I
die daily. [15].'' For if we too live as though dying daily, we shall not sin.
And the meaning of that saying is, that as we rise day by day we should think
that we shall not abide till evening; and again, when about to lie down to
sleep, we should think that we shall not rise up. For our life is naturally
uncertain, and Providence allots it to us daily. But thus ordering our daily
life, we shall neither fall into sin, nor have a lust for anything, nor cherish
wrath against any, nor shall we heap up treasure upon earth. But, as though
under the daily expectation of death, we shall be without wealth, and shall
forgive all things to all men, nor shall we retain at all the desire of women
or of any other foul pleasure. But we shall turn from it as past and gone,
ever striving and looking forward to the day of Judgment. For the greater dread
and danger of torment ever destroys the ease of pleasure, and sets up the soul
if it is like to fall.
20. 'Wherefore
having already begun and set out in the way of virtue, let us strive the
more that
we may attain
those things that are before. And let
no one turn to the things behind, like Lot's wife, all the more so that the
Lord hath said, "No man, having put his hand to the plough, and turning
back, is fit for the kingdom of heavens [16]." And this turning back is
nought else but to feel regret, and to be once more worldly-minded. But fear
not to hear of virtue, nor be astonished at the name. For it is not far from
us, nor is it without ourselves, but it is within us, and is easy if only we
are willing. That they may get knowledge, the Greeks live abroad and cross
the sea, but we have no need to depart from home for the sake of the kingdom
of heaven, nor to cross the sea for the sake of virtue. For the Lord aforetime
hath said, "The kingdom of heaven is within you [17].'' Wherefore virtue
hath need at our hands of willingness alone, since it is in us and is formed
from us. For when the soul hath its spiritual faculty in a natural state virtue
is formed. And it is in a natural state when it remains as it came into existence.
And when it came into existence it was fair and exceeding honest. For this
cause Joshua, the son of Nun, in his exhortation said to the people," Make
straight your heart unto the Lord God of Israel [18]," and John, "Make
your paths straight [19]." For rectitude of soul consists in its having
its spiritual part in its natural state as created. But on the other hand,
when it swerves and turns away from its natural state, that is called vice
of the soul Thus the matter is not difficult. If we abide as we have been made,
we are in a state of virtue, but if we think of ignoble things we shall be
accounted evil. If, therefore, this thing had to be acquired from without,
it would be difficult in reality; but if it is in us, let us keep ourselves
from foul thoughts. And as we have received the soul as a deposit, let us preserve
it for the Lord, that He may recognise His work as being the same as He made
it.
21. 'And
let us strive that wrath rule us not nor lust overcome us, for it is written, "The wrath of man worketh not the righteousness of God. And
lust, when it hath conceived, beareth sin, and the sin when it is full grown
bringeth forth death [20].'' Thus living, let us keep guard carefully, and
as it is written, "keep our hearts with all watchfulness [1]." For
we have terrible and crafty foes--the evil spirits--and against them we wrestle,
as the Apostle said," Not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities
and against the powers, against the world-rulers of this darkness, against
the spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places [1a]." Great
is their number in the air around us", and they are not far from us. Now
there are great distinctions among them; and concerning their nature and distinctions
much could be said, but such a description is for others of greater powers
than we possess. But at this time it is pressing and necessary for us only
to know their wiles against ourselves.
22. 'First,
therefore, we must know this: that the demons have not been created like
what we mean
when we
call them by that name for God made nothing evil,
but even they have been made good. Having fallen, however, from the heavenly
wisdom, since then they have been grovelling on earth. On the one hand they
deceived the Greeks with their displays, while out of envy of us Christians
they move all things in their desire to hinder us from entry into the heavens;
in order that we should not ascend up thither from whence they fell. Thus there
is need of much prayer and of discipline, that when a man has received through
the Spirit the gift of discerning spirits, he may have power to recognise their
characteristics: which of them are less and which more evil; of what nature
is the special pursuit of each, and how each of them is overthrown and cast
out. For their villainies and the changes in their plots are many. The blessed
Apostle and his followers knew such things when they said, "for we are
not ignorant of his devices [3];" and we, from the temptations we have
suffered at their hands, ought to correct one another under them. Wherefore
I, having had proof of them, speak as to children.
23. 'The demons, therefore, if they see all Christians, and monks especially,
labouring cheerfully and advancing, first make an attack by temptation and
place hindrances to hamper our way, to wit, evil thoughts. But we need not
fear their suggestions, for by prayer, fasting, and faith in the Lord their
attack immediately fails. But even when it does they cease not, but knavishly
by subtlety come on again. For when they cannot deceive the heart openly with
foul pleasures they approach in different guise, and thenceforth shaping displays
they attempt to strike fear, changing their shapes, taking the forms of women,
wild beasts, creeping things, gigantic bodies, and troops of soldiers. But
not even then need ye fear their deceitful displays. For they are nothing and
quickly disappear, especially if a man fortify himself beforehand with faith
and the sign of the cross [4]. Yet are they bold and very shameless, for if
thus they are worsted they make an onslaught in another manner, and pretend
to prophesy and foretell the future, and to shew themselves of a height reaching
to the roof and of great breadth; that they may stealthily catch by such displays
those who could not be deceived by their arguments. If here also they find
the soul strengthened by faith and a hopeful mind, then they bring their leader
to their aid.
24. 'And
he said they often appeared as the Lord revealed the devil to Job, saying, "His eyes are as the morning star. From his mouth proceed burning
lamps and hearths of fire are east forth. The smoke of a furnace blazing with
the fire of coals proceeds from his nostrils. His breath is coals and from
his mouth issues flames." When the prince of the demons appears in this
wise, the crafty one, as I said before, strikes terror by speaking great things,
as again the Lord convicted him saying to Job, for "he counteth iron as
straw, and brass as rotten wood, yea he counteth the sea as a pot of ointment,
and the depth of the abyss as a captive, and the abyss as a covered walk [6]." And
by the prophet, "the enemy said, I will pursue and overtake [7]," and
again by another, "I will grasp the whole world in my hand as a nest,
and take it up as eggs that have been left [8]." Such, in a word, are
their boasts and professions that they may deceive the godly. But not even
then ought we, the faithful, to fear his appearance or give heed to his words.
For he is a liar and speaketh of truth never a word. And though speaking words
so many and so great in his boldness, without doubt, like a dragon he was drawn
with a hook by the Saviour [9], and as a beast of burden he received the halter
round his nostrils, and as a runaway his nostrils were bound with a ring, and
his lips bored with an armlet [10]. And he was bound by the Lord as a sparrow,
that we should mock him. And with him are placed the demons his fellows, like
serpents and scorpions to be trodden underfoot by us Christians. And the proof
of this is that we now live opposed to him. For he who threatened to dry the
sea and seize upon the world, behold now cannot stay our discipline, nor even
me speaking against him. Let us then heed not his words, for he is a liar:
and let us not fear his visions, seeing that they themselves are deceptive.
For that which appears in them is no true light, but they are rather the preludes
and likenesses of the fire prepared for the demons who attempt to terrify men
with those flames in which they themselves will be burned. Doubtless they appear;
but in a moment disappear again, hurting none of the faithful, but bringing
with them the likeness of that fire which is about to receive themselves. Wherefore
it is unfitting that we should fear them on account of these things; for through
the grace of Christ all their practices are in vain.
25. 'Again they are treacherous, and are ready to change themselves into all
forms and assume all appearances. Very often also without appearing they imitate
the music of harp and voice, and recall the words of Scripture. Sometimes,
too, while we are reading they immediately repeat many times, like an echo,
what is read. They arouse us from our sleep to prayers; and this constantly,
hardly allowing us to sleep at all. At another time they assume the appearance
of monks and feign the speech of holy men, that by their similarity they may
deceive and thus drag their victims where they will. But no heed must be paid
them even if they arouse to prayer, even if they counsel us not to eat at all
even though they seem to accuse and cast shame upon us for those things which
once they allowed. For they do this not for the sake of piety or truth, but
that they may carry off the simple to despair; and that they may say the discipline
is useless, and make men loathe the solitary life as a trouble and burden,
and hinder those who in spite of them walk in it.
26. 'Wherefore
the prophet sent by the Lord declared them to be wretched, saying: "Wo is he who giveth his neighbours to drink muddy destruction
[11]." For such practices and devices are subversive of the way which
leads to virtue. And the Lord Himself, even if the demons spoke the truth,--for
they said truly "Thou art the Son of God [12]" --still bridled their
mouths and suffered them not to speak lest haply they should sow their evil
along with the truth, and that He might accustom us never to give heed to them
even though they appear to speak what is true. For it is unseemly that we,
having the holy Scriptures and freedom from the Saviour, should be taught by
the devil who hath not kept his own order but hath gone from one mind to another
[13]. Wherefore even when he uses the language of Scripture He forbids him,
saying: "But to the sinner said God, Wherefore dost thou declare My ordinances
and takest My covenant in thy mouth [14]?" For the demons do all things
--they prate, they confuse, they dissemble, they confound--to deceive the simple.
They din, laugh madly, and whistle; but if no heed is paid to them forthwith
they weep and lament as though vanquished.
27. 'The
Lord therefore, as God, stayed the mouths of the demons: and it is fitting
that we, taught
by the
saints, should do like them and imitate their
courage. For they when they saw these things used to say: "When the sinner
rose against me, I was dumb and humble, and kept silence from good words [15]." And
again: "But I was as a deaf man and heard not, and as a dumb man who openeth
not his mouth, and I became as a man who heareth not [16].'' So let us neither
hear them as being strangers to us, nor give heed to them even through they
arouse us to prayer and speak concerning fasting. But let us rather apply ourselves
to our resolve of discipline, and let us not be deceived by them who do all
things in deceit, even though they threaten death. For they are weak and can
do nought but threaten.
28. 'Already
in passing I have spoken on these things, and now I must not shrink from
speaking on
them at
greater length, for to put you in remembrance
will be a source of safety. Since the Lord visited earth [17], the enemy is
fallen and his powers weakened. Wherefore although he could do nothing, still
like a tyrant, he did not bear his fall quietly, but threatened, though his
threats were words only. And let each one of you consider this, and he will
be able to despise the demons. Now if they were hampered with such bodies as
we are, it would be possible for them to say, "Men when they are hidden
we cannot find, but whenever we do find them we do them hurt." And we
also by lying in concealment could escape them, shutting the doors against
them. But if they are not of such a nature as this, but are able to enter in,
though the doors be shut, and haunt all the air, both they and their leader
the devil, and are wishful for evil and ready to injure; and, as the Saviour
said, "From the beginning the devil is a manslayer and a father of vice
[18];" while we, though this is so, are alive, and spend our lives all
the more in opposing him; it is plain they are powerless. For place is no hindrance
to their plots, nor do they look on us as friends that they should spare us;
nor are they lovers of good that they should amend. But on the contrary they
are evil, and nothing is so much sought after by them as wounding them that
love virtue and fear God. But since they have no power to effect anything,
they do nought but threaten. But if they could, they would not hesitate, but
forthwith work evil (for all their desire is set on this), and especially against
us. Behold now we are gathered together and speak against them, and they know
when we advance they grow weak. If therefore they had power they would permit
none of us Christians to live, for godliness is an abomination to a sinner
[19]. But since they can do nothing they inflict the greater wounds on themselves;
for they can fulfil none of their threats. Next this ought to be considered,
that we may be in no fear of them: that if they had the power they would not
come in crowds, nor fashion displays, nor with change of form would they frame
deceits. But it would suffice that one only should come and accomplish that
which he was both able and willing to do: especially as every one who has the
power neither slays with display nor strikes fear with tumult, but forthwith
makes full use of his authority as he wishes. But the demons as they have no
power are like actors on the stage changing their shape and frightening children
with tumultuous apparition and various forms: from which they ought rather
to be despised as shewing their weakness. At least the true angel of the Lord
sent against the Assyrian had no need for tumults nor displays from without,
nor noises nor rattlings, but in quiet he used his power and forthwith destroyed
a hundred and eighty-five thousand. But demons like these, who have no power,
try to terrify at least by their displays [20].
29. 'But
if any one having in mind the history of Job [1] should say, Why then hath
the devil gone forth
and
accomplished all things against him; and
stripped him of all his possessions, and slew his children, and smote him with
evil ulcers? let such a one, on the other hand, recognise that the devil was
not the strong man, but God who delivered Job to him to be tried. Certainly
he had no power to do anything, but he asked, and having received it, he hath
wrought what he did. So also from this the enemy is the more to be condemned,
for although willing he could not prevail against one just man. For if he could
have, he would not have asked permission. But having asked not once but also
a second time, he shows his weakness and want of power. And it is no wonder
if he could do nothing against Job, when destruction would not have come even
on his cattle had not God allowed it. And he has not the power over swine,
for as it is written in the Gospel, they besought the Lord, saying, "Let
us enter the swine [2]." But if they had power not even against swine,
much less have they any over men formed [3] in the image of God.
30. 'So
then we ought to fear God only, and despise the demons, and be in no fear
of them. But
the more they
do these things the more let us intensify
our discipline against them, for a good life and faith in God is a great weapon.
At any rate they fear the fasting, the sleeplessness, the prayers, the meekness,
the quietness, the contempt of money and vainglory, the humility, the love
of the poor, the alms, the freedom from anger of the ascetics, and, chief of
all, their piety towards Christ. Wherefore they do all things that they may
not have any that trample on them, knowing the grace given to the faithful
against them by the Saviour, when He says, "Behold I have given to you
power to tread upon serpents and scorpions, and upon all the power of the enemy
[4]."
31. 'Wherefore if they pretend to foretell the future, let no one give heed,
for often they announce beforehand that the brethren are coming days after.
And they do come. The demons, however, do this not from any care for the hearers,
but to gain their trust, and that then at length, having got them in their
power, they may destroy them. Whence we must give no heed to them, but ought
rather to confute them when speaking, since we do not need them. For what wonder
is it, if with more subtle bodies than men haves, when they have seen them
start on their journey, they surpass them in speed, and announce their coming?
Just as a horseman getting a start of a man on foot announces the arrival of
the latter beforehand, so in this there is no need for us to wonder at them.
For they know none of those things which are not yet in existence; but God
only is He who knoweth all things before their birth [6]. But these, like thieves,
running off first with what they see, proclaim it: to how many already have
they announced our business--that we are assembled together, and discuss measures
against them, before any one of us could go and tell these things. This in
good truth a fleet-footed boy could do, getting far ahead of one less swift.
But what I mean is this. If any one begins to walk from the Thebaid, or from
any other district, before he begins to walk, they do not know whether he will
walk. But when they have seen him walking they run on, and before he comes
up report his approach. And so it falls out that after a few days the travellers
arrive. But often the walkers turn back, and the demons prove false.
32. 'So, too, with respect to the water of the river, they sometimes make
foolish statements, For having seen that there has been much rain in the regions
of Ethiopia, and knowing that they are the cause of the flood of the river
before the water has come to Egypt they run on and announce it. And this men
could have told, if they had as great power of running as the demons. And as
David's spy [7] going up to a lofty place saw the man approaching better than
one who stayed down below, and the forerunner himself announced, before the
others came up, not those things which had not taken place, but those things
which were already on the way and were being accomplished, so these also prefer
to labour, and declare what is happening to others simply for the sake of deceiving
them. If, however, Providence meantime plans anything different for the waters
or wayfarers--for Providence can do this--the demons are deceived, and those
who gave heed to them cheated.
33. 'Thus in days gone by arose the oracles of the Greeks, and thus they were
led astray by the demons. But thus also thenceforth their deception was brought
to an end by the coming of the Lord [8], who brought to nought the demons and
their devices. For they know nothing of themselves, but, like thieves, what
they get to know from others they pass on, and guess at rather than foretell
things. Therefore if sometimes they speak the truth, let no one marvel at them
for this. For experienced physicians also, since they see the same malady in
different people, often foretell what it is, making it out by their acquaintance
with it. Pilots, too, and farmers, from their familiarity with the weather,
tell at a glance the state of the atmosphere, and forecast whether it will
be stormy or fine. And no one would say that they do this by inspiration, but
from experience and practice. So if the demons sometimes do the same by guesswork,
let no one wonder at it or heed them. For what use to the hearers is it to
know from them what is going to happen before the time? Or what concern have
we to know such things, even if the knowledge be true? For it is not productive
of virtue, nor is it any token of goodness. For none of us is judged for what
he knows not, and no one is called blessed because he hath learning and knowledge.
But each one will be called to judgment in these points--whether he have kept
the faith and truly observed the commandments.
34. 'Wherefore there is no need to set much value on these things, nor for
the sake of them to practise a life of discipline and labour; but that living
well we may please God. And we neither ought to pray to know the future, nor
to ask for it as the reward of our discipline; but our prayer should be that
the Lord may be our fellow-helper for victory over the devil. And if even once
we have a desire to know the future, let us be pure in mind, for I believe
that if a soul is perfectly pure and in its natural state, it is able [9],
being clear-sighted, to see more and further than the demons--for it has the
Lord who reveals to it--like the soul of Elisha, which saw what was done [10]
by Gehazi, and beheld the hosts [11] standing on its side.
35. 'When,
therefore, they come by night to you and wish to tell the future, or say, "we are the angels," give no heed, for they lie. Yea even
if they praise your discipline and call you blessed, hear them not, and have
no dealings with them; but rather sign yourselves and your houses, and pray,
and you shall see them vanish. For they are cowards, and greatly fear the sign
of the Lord's Cross, since of a truth in it the Saviour stripped them, and
made an example of them [11a]. But if they shamelessly stand their ground,
capering and changing their forms of appearance, fear them not, nor shrink,
nor heed them as though they were good spirits. For the presence either of
the good or evil by the help of God can easily be distinguished. The vision
of the holy ones is not fraught with distraction: "For they will not strive,
nor cry, nor shall any one hear their voice [12]." But it comes so quietly
and gently that immediately joy, gladness and courage arise in the soul. For
the Lord who is our joy is with them, and the power of God the Father. And
the thoughts of the soul remain unruffled and undisturbed, so that it, enlightened
as it were with rays, beholds by itself those who appear. For the love of what
is divine and of the things to come possesses it, and willingly it would be
wholly joined with them if it could depart along with them. But if, being men,
some fear the vision of the good, those who appear immediately take fear away;
as Gabriel [13] did in the case of Zacharias, and as the angel [14] did who
appeared to the women at the holy sepulchre, and as He did who said to the
shepherds in the Gospel, "Fear not." For their fear arose not from
timidity, but from the recognition of the presence of superior beings. Such
then is the nature of the visions of the holy ones.
36. 'But the inroad and the display of the evil spirits is fraught with confusion,
with din, with sounds and cryings such as the disturbance of boorish youths
or robbers would occasion. From which arise fear in the heart, tumult and confusion
of thought, dejection, hatred towards them who live a life of discipline, indifference,
grief, remembrance of kinsfolk and fear of death, and finally desire of evil
things, disregard of virtue and unsettled habits. Whenever, therefore, ye have
seen ought and are afraid, if your fear is immediately taken away and in place
of it comes joy unspeakable, cheerfulness, courage, renewed strength, calmness
of thought and all those I named before boldness and love toward God,--take
courage and pray. For joy and a settled state of soul show the holiness of
him who is present. Thus Abraham beholding the Lord rejoiced [14]; so also
John [15] at the voice of Mary, the God-bearer [16], leaped for gladness. But
if at the appearance of any there is confusion, knocking without, worldly display,
threats of death and the other things which I have already mentioned, know
ye that it is an onslaught of evil spirits.
37. 'And
let this also be a token for you: whenever the soul remains fearful there
is a presence
of the enemies.
For the demons do not take away the fear
of their presence as the great archangel Gabriel did for Mary and Zacharias,
and as he did who appeared to the women at the tomb; but rather whenever they
see men afraid they increase their delusions that men may be terrified the
more; and at last attacking they mock them, saying, "fall down and worship." Thus
they deceived the Greeks, and thus by them they were considered gods, falsely
so called. But the Lord did not suffer us to be deceived by the devil, for
He rebuked him whenever he framed such delusions against Him, saying: "Get
behind me, Satan: for it is written, Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and
Him only shalt thou serve [17]." More and more, therefore, let the deceiver
be despised by us; for what the Lord hath said, this for our sakes He hath
done: that the demons hearing like words from us may be put to flight through
the Lord who rebuked them in those words.
38. 'And
it is not fitting to boast at the casting forth of the demons, nor to be
uplifted by the healing
of
diseases: nor is it fitting that he who casts
out devils should alone be highly esteemed, while he who casts them not out
should be considered nought. But let a man learn the discipline of each one
and either imitate, rival, or correct it. For the working of signs is not ours
but the Saviour's work: and so He said to His disciples: "Rejoice not
that the demons are subject to you, but that your names are written in the
heavens [18]." For the fact that our names are written in heaven is a
proof of our virtuous life, but to cast out demons is a favour of the Saviour
who granted it. Wherefore to those who boasted in signs but not in virtue,
and said: "Lord, in Thy name did we not cast out demons, and in Thy name
did many mighty works [19]?" He answered, "Verily I say unto you,
I know you not;" for the Lord knoweth not the ways of the wicked. But
we ought always to pray, as I said above, that we may receive the gift of discerning
spirits; that, as it is written [20], we may not believe every spirit.
39. 'I
should have liked to speak no further and to say nothing from my own promptings,
satisfied
with what
I have said: but lest you should think that
I speak at random and believe that I detail these things without experience
or truth; for this cause even though I should become as a fool, yet the Lord
who heareth knoweth the clearness of my con science, and that it is not for
my own sake, but on account of your affection towards me and at your petition
that I again tell what I saw of the practices of evil spirits. How often have
they called me blessed and I have cursed them in the name of the Lord! How
often have they predicted the rising of the river, and I answered them, "What
have you to do with it?" Once they came threatening and surrounded me
like soldiers in full armour. At another time they filled the house with horses,
wild beasts and creeping things, and I sang: "Some in chariots and some
in horses, but we will boast in the name of the Lord our God [1];" and
at the prayers they were turned to flight by the Lord. Once they came in darkness,
bearing the appearance of a light, and said, "We are come to give thee
a light, Antony." But I closed my eyes and prayed, and immediately the
light of the wicked ones was quenched. And a few months after they came as
though singing psalms and babbling the words of Scripture, "But I like
a deaf man, heard not [2]." Once they shook the cell [3] with an earthquake,
but I continued praying with unshaken heart. And after this they came again
making noises, whistling and dancing. But as I prayed and lay singing psalms
to myself they forthwith began to lament and weep, as if their strength had
failed them. But I gave glory to the Lord who had brought down and made an
example of their daring and madness.
40. 'Once
a demon exceeding high appeared with pomp, and dared to say, "I
am the power of God and I am Providence, what dost thou wish that I shall give
thee?" But I then so much the more breathed upon him [3a], and spoke the
name of Christ, and set about to smite him. And I seemed to have smitten him,
and forthwith he, big as he was, together with all his demons, disappeared
at the name of Christ. At another time, while I was fasting, he came full of
craft, under the semblance of a monk, with what seemed to be loaves, and gave
me counsel, saying, "Eat and cease from thy many labours. Thou also art
a man and art like to fall sick." But I, perceiving his device, rose up
to pray; and he endured it not, for he departed, and through the door there
seemed to go out as it were smoke. How often in the desert has he displayed
what resembled gold, that I should only touch it and look on it. But I sang
psalms against him, and he vanished away. Often they would beat me with stripes,
and I repeated again and again, "Nothing shall separate me from the love
of Christ [4]," and at this they rather fell to beating one another. Nor
was it I that stayed them and destroyed their power, but it was the Lord, who
said, "I beheld Satan as lightning fall from Heavens; [5]" but I,
children, mindful of the Apostle's words, transferred [6] this to myself, that
you might learn not to faint in discipline, nor to fear the devil nor the delusions
of the demons.
41. 'And
since I have become a fool in detailing these things, receive this also as
an aid to your
safety
and fearlessness; and believe me for I do not
lie. Once some one knocked at the door of my cell, and going forth I saw one
who seemed of great size and tall. Then when I enquired, "Who art thou?" he
said, "I am Satan." Then when I said, "Why art thou here?" he
answered, "Why do the monks and all other Christians blame me undeservedly?
Why do they curse me hourly?" Then I answered, "Wherefore dost thou
trouble them?" He said, "I am not he who troubles them, but they
trouble themselves, for I am become weak. Have they not read [7], "The
swords of the enemy have come to an end, and thou hast destroyed the cities
?" I have no longer a place, a weapon, a city. The Christians are spread
everywhere, and at length even the desert is filled with monks. Let them take
heed to themselves, and let them not curse me unreservedly." Then I marvelled
at the grace of the Lord, and said to him: "Thou who art ever a liar and
never speakest the truth, this at length, even against thy will, thou hast
truly spoken. For the coming of Christ hath made thee weak, and He hath cast
thee down and stripped thee." But he having heard the Saviour's name,
and not being able to bear the burning from it, vanished.
42. 'If, therefore, the devil himself confesses that his power is gone, we
ought utterly to despise both him and his demons; and since the enemy with
his hounds has but devices of this sort, we, having got to know their weakness,
are able to despise them. Wherefore let us not despond after this fashion,
nor let us have a thought of cowardice in our heart, nor frame fears for ourselves,
saying, I am afraid lest a demon should come and overthrow me; lest he should
lift me up and cast me down; or lest rising against me on a sudden he confound
me. Such thoughts let us not have in mind at all, nor let us be sorrowful as
though we were perishing; but rather let us be courageous and rejoice always,
believing that we are safe Let us consider in our soul that the Lord is with
us, who put the evil spirits to flight and broke their power. Let us consider
and lay to heart that while the Lord is with us, our foes can do us no hurt.
For when they come they approach us in a form corresponding to the state in
which they discover us [8], and adapt their delusions to the condition of mind
in which they find us. If, therefore, they find us timid and confused, they
forthwith beset the place, like robbers, having found it unguarded; and what
we of ourselves are thinking, they do, and more also. For if they find us faint-hearted
and cowardly, they mightily increase our terror, by their delusions and threats;
and with these the unhappy soul is thenceforth tormented. But if they see us
rejoicing in the Lord, contemplating the bliss of the future, mindful of the
Lord, deeming all things in His hand, and that no evil spirit has any strength
against the Christian, nor any power at all over any one--when they behold
the soul fortified with these thoughts--they are discomfited and turned backwards.
Thus the enemy, seeing Job fenced round with them, withdrew from him; but finding
Judas unguarded, him he took captive. Thus if we are wishful to despise the
enemy, let us ever ponder over the things of the Lord, and let the soul ever
rejoice in hope. And we shall see the snares of the demon are like smoke, and
the evil ones themselves flee rather than pursue For they are, as I said before,
exceeding fearful, ever looking forward to the fire prepared for them.
43. 'And for your fearlessness against them hold this sure sign--whenever
there is any apparition, be not prostrate with fear, but whatsoever it be,
first boldly ask, Who art thou? And from whence comest thou? And if it should
be a vision of holy ones they will assure you, and change your fear into joy.
But if the vision should be from the devil, immediately it becomes feeble,
beholding your firm purpose of mind. For merely to ask, Who art thou [9]? and
whence comest thou? is a proof of coolness. By thus asking, the son of Nun
learned who his helper was; nor did the enemy escape the questioning of Daniel
[10].'
44. While Antony was thus speaking all rejoiced; in some the love of virtue
increased, in others carelessness was thrown aside, the self-conceit of others
was stopped; and all were persuaded to despise the assaults of the Evil One,
and marvelled at the grace given to Antony from the Lord for the discerning
of spirits. So their cells were in the mountains, like filled with holy bands
of men who sang psalms, loved reading, fasted, prayed, rejoiced in the hope
of things to come, laboured in alms-giving, and preserved love and harmony
one with another. And truly it was possible, as it were, to behold a land set
by itself, filled with piety and justice. For then there was neither the evil-doer,
nor the injured, nor the reproaches of the tax-gatherer: but instead a multitude
of ascetics; and the one purpose of them all was to aim at virtue. So that
any one beholding the cells again, and seeing such good order among the monks,
would lift up his voice and say, 'How goodly are thy dwellings, O Jacob, and
thy tents, O Israel; as shady glens and as a garden [11] by a river; as tents
which the Lord hath pitched, and like cedars near waters [12].'
45. Antony, however, according to his custom, returned alone to his own cell
increased his discipline, and sighed daily as he thought of the mansions in
Heaven, having his desire fixed on them, and pondering over the shortness of
man's life. And he used to eat and sleep, and go about all other bodily necessities
with shame when he thought of the spiritual faculties of the soul. So often,
when about to eat with any other hermits, recollecting the spiritual food,
he begged to be excused, and departed far off from them, deeming it a matter
for shame if he should be seen eating by others. He used, however, when by
himself, to eat through bodily necessity, but often also with the brethren;
covered with shame on these occasions, yet speaking boldly words of help. And
he used to say that it behoved a man to give all his time to his soul rather
than his body, yet to grant a short space to the body through its necessities;
but all the more earnestly to give up the whole remainder to the soul and seek
its profit, that it might not be dragged down by the pleasures of the body,
but, on the contrary, the body might be in subjection to the soul. For this
is that which was spoken by the Saviour: 'Be not anxious for your life what
ye shall eat, nor for your body what ye shall put on. And do ye seek not what
ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink, and be not of a doubtful mind. For all
these things the nations of the world seek after. But your Father knoweth that
ye have need of all these things. Howbeit seek ye first His Kingdom, and all
these things shall be added unto you [13].'
46. After this the Church was seized by the persecution which then [14] took
place under Maximinus, and when the holy martyrs were led to Alexandria, Antony
also followed, leaving his cell, and saying, Let us go too, that if called,
we may contend or behold them that are contending. And he longed to suffer
martyrdom, but not being willing to give himself up, he ministered to the confessors
in the mines and in the prisons. And he was very zealous in the judgment hall
to stir up to readiness those who were summoned when in their contest, while
those who were being martyred he received and brought on their way until they
were perfected. The judge, therefore, beholding the fearlessness of Antony
and his companions, and their zeal in this matter, commanded that no monk should
appear in the judgment hall, nor remain at all in the city. So all the rest
thought it good to hide themselves that day, but Antony gave so little heed
to the command that he washed his garment, and stood all next day on a raised
place before them, and appeared in his best before the governor. Therefore
when all the rest wondered at this, and the governor saw and passed by with
his array, he stood fearlessly, shewing the readiness of us Christians. For,
as I said before, he prayed himself to be a martyr, wherefore he seemed as
one grieved that he had not borne his witness. But the Lord was keeping him
for our profit and that of others, that he should become a teacher to many
of the discipline which he had learned from the Scriptures. For many only beholding
his manner of life were eager to be imitators of his ways. So he again ministered
as usual to the confessors, and as though he were their fellow captive he laboured
in his ministry.
47. And when at last the persecution ceased, and the blessed Bishop Peter
[15] had borne his testimony; Antony departed, and again withdrew to his cell,
and was there daily a martyr to his conscience, and contending in the conflicts
of faith. And his discipline was much severer, for he was ever fasting, and
he had a garment of hair on the inside, while the outside was skin, which he
kept until his end. And he neither bathed his body with water to free himself
from filth, nor did he ever wash his feet nor even endure so much as to put
them into water, unless compelled by necessity. Nor did any one even see him
unclothed, nor his body naked at all, except after his death, when he was buried.
48. When therefore he had retired and determined to fix a time, after which
neither to go forth himself nor admit anybody, Martinian, a military officer,
came and disturbed Antony. For he had a daughter afflicted with an evil spirit.
But when he continued for a long while knocking at the door, and asking him
to come out and pray to God for his child, Antony, not bearing to open, looked
out from above and said, 'Man, why dost thou call on me? I also am a man even
as you. But if you believe on Christ whom I serve, go, and according as you
believe, pray to God, and it shall come to pass.' Straightway, therefore, he
departed, believing and calling upon Christ, and he received his daughter cleansed
from the devil. Many other things also through Antony the Lord did, who saith,
'Seek and it shall be given unto you [16].' For many of the sufferers, when
he would not open his door, slept outside his cell, and by their faith and
sincere prayers were healed.
49. But when he saw himself beset by many, and not suffered to withdraw himself
according to his intent as he wished, fearing because of the signs which the
Lord wrought by him, that either he should be puffed up, or that some other
should think of him above what he ought to think, he considered and set off
to go into the upper Thebaid, among those to whom he was unknown. And having
received loaves from the brethren, he sat down by the bank of the river, looking
whether a boat would go by, that, having embarked thereon, he might go up the
river with them. While he was considering these things, a voice came to him
from above, 'Antony, whither goest thou and wherefore?' But he no way disturbed,
but as he had been accustomed to be called [16a] often thus, giving ear to
it, answered, saying, 'Since the multitude permit me not to be still, I wish
to go into the upper Thebaid on account of the many hindrances that come upon
me here, and especially because they demand of me things beyond my power.'
But the voice said unto him, 'Even though you should go into the Thebaid, or
even though, as you have in mind, i you should go down to the Bucolia [17],
you will have to endure more, aye, double the amount of toil. But if you wish
really to be in quiet, depart now into the inner desert.' And when Antony said,
'Who will show me the way for I know it not?' immediately the voice pointed
out to him Saracens about to go that way. So Antony approached, and drew near
them, and asked that he might go with them into the desert. And they, as though
they had been commanded by Providence, received him willingly. And having journeyed
with them three days and three nights, he came to a very lofty mountain, and
at the foot of the mountain ran a clear spring, whose waters were sweet and
very cold; outside there was a plain and a few uncared-for palm trees.
50. Antony then, as it were, moved by God, loved the place [18], for this
was the spot which he who had spoken with him by the banks of the river had
pointed out. So having first received loaves from his fellow travellers, he
abode in the mountain alone, no one else being with him. And recognising it
as his own home, he remained in that place for the future. But the Saracens,
having seen the earnestness of Antony, purposely used to journey that way,
and joyfully brought him loaves, while now and then the palm trees also afforded
him a poor and frugal relish. But after this, the brethren learning of the
place, like children mindful of their father, took care to send to him. But
when Antony saw that the bread was the cause of trouble and hardships to some
of them, to spare the monks this, he resolved to ask some of those who came
to bring him a spade, an axe, and a little corn. And when these were brought,
he went over the land round the mountain, and having found a small plot of
suitable ground, tilled it; and having a plentiful supply of water for watering,
he sowed. This doing year by year, he got his bread from thence, rejoicing
that thus he would be troublesome to no one, and because he kept himself from
being a burden to anybody. But after this, seeing again that people came, he
cultivated a few pot-herbs, that he who came to him might have some slight
solace after the labour of that hard journey. At first, however, the wild beasts
in the desert, coming because of the water, often injured his seeds and husbandry.
But he, gently laving hold of one of them, said to them all, 'Why do you hurt
me, when I hurt none of you? Depart, and in the name of the Lord come not nigh
this spot.' And from that time forward, as though fearful of his command, they
no more came near the place.
51. So he was alone in the inner mountain, spending his time in prayer and
discipline. And the brethren who served him asked that they might come every
month and bring him olives, pulse and oil, for by now he was an old man. There
then he passed his life, and endured such great wrestlings, 'Not against flesh
and blood [19],' as it is written, but against opposing demons, as we learned
from those who visited him. For there they heard tumults, many voices, and,
as it were, the clash of arms. At night they saw the mountain become full of
wild beasts, and him also fighting as though against visible beings, and praying
against them. And those who came to him he encouraged, while kneeling he contended
and prayed to the Lord. Surely it was a marvellous thing that a man, alone
in such a desert, feared neither the demons who rose up against him, nor the
fierceness of the four-footed beasts and creeping things, for all they were
so many. But in truth, as it is written, 'He trusted in the Lord as Mount Sion
[20],' with a mind unshaken and undisturbed; so that the demons rather fled
from him, and the wild beasts, as it is written [21], 'kept peace with him.'
52. The devil, therefore, as David says in the Psalms [1], observed Antony
and gnashed his teeth against him. But Antony was consoled by the Saviour and
continued unhurt by his wiles and varied devices. As he was watching in the
night the devil sent wild beasts against him. And almost all the hyenas in
that desert came forth from their dens and surrounded him; and he was in the
midst, while each one threatened to bite. Seeing that it was a trick of the
enemy he said to them all: 'If ye have received power against me I am ready
to be devoured by you; but if ye were sent against me by demons, stay not,
but depart, for I am a servant of Christ.' When Antony said this they fled,
driven by that word as with a whip.
53. A few days after, as he was working (for he was careful to work hard),
some one stood at the door and pulled the plait which he was working, for he
used to weave baskets, which he gave to those who came in return for what they
brought him. And rising up he saw a beast like a man to the thighs but having
legs and feet like those of an ass. And Antony only signed himself and said,
'I am a servant of Christ. If thou art sent against me, behold I am here.'
But the beast together with his evil spirits fled, so that, through his speed,
he fell and died. And the death of the beast was the fall of the demons. For
they strove in all manner of ways to lead Antony from the desert and were not
able.
54. And once being asked by the monks to come down and visit them and their
abodes after a time, he journeyed with those who came to him. And a camel carried
the loaves and the water for them. For all that desert is dry, and there is
no water at all that is fit to drink, save in that mountain from whence they
drew the water, and in which Antony's cell was. So when the water failed them
on their way, and the heat was very great, they all were in danger. For having
gone round the neighbour-hood and finding no water, they could walk no further,
but lay on the ground and despairing of themselves, let the camel go. But the
old man seeing that they were all in jeopardy, groaning in deep grief, departed
a little way from them, and kneeling down he stretched forth his hands and
prayed. And immediately the Lord made water to well forth where he had stood
praying, and so all drank and were revived. And having filled their bottles
they sought the camel and found her, for the rope happened to have caught in
a stone and so was held fast. Having led it and watered it they placed the
bottles on its back and finished their journey in safety. And when he came
to the outer cells all saluted him, looking on him as a father. And he too,
as though bringing supplies from the mountain, entertained them with his words
and gave them a share of help. And again there was joy in the mountains, zeal
for improvement and consolation through their mutual faith. Antony also rejoiced
when he beheld the earnestness of the monks, and his sister grown old in virginity,
and that she herself also was the leader of other virgins.
55. So
after certain days he went in again to the mountain. And henceforth many
resorted to him, and
others
who were suffering ventured to go in. To all
the monks therefore who came to him, he continually gave this precept: 'Believe
on the Lord and love Him; keep yourselves from filthy thoughts and fleshly
pleasures, and as it is written in the Proverbs, be not deceived "by the
fulness of the belly [a]." Pray continually; avoid vain-glory; sing psalms
before sleep and on awaking; hold in your heart the commandments of Scripture;
be mindful of the works of the saints that your souls being put in remembrance
of the commandments may be brought into harmony with the zeal of the saints.'
And especially he counselled them to meditate continually on the apostle's
word, 'Let not the sun go down upon your wrath? And he considered this was
spoken of all commandments in common, and that not on wrath alone, but not
on any other sin of ours, ought the sun to go down. For it was good and needful
that neither the sun should condemn us for an evil by day nor the moon for
a sin by night, or even for an evil thought. That this state may l be preserved
in us it is good to hear the apostle and keep his words, for he says, 'Try
your own selves and prove your own selves [4].' Daily, therefore, let each
one take from himself the tale of his actions both by day and night; and if
he have sinned, let him cease from it; while if he have not, let him not be
boastful. But let him abide in that which is good, without being negligent,
nor condemning his neighbours, nor justifying himself, 'until the Lord come
who searcheth out hidden things [5],' as saith the blessed apostle Paul. For
often unawares we do things that we know not of but the Lord seeth all things.
Wherefore committing the judgment to Him, let us have sympathy one with another.
Let us bear each other's burdens [6]: but let us examine our own selves and
hasten to fill up that in which we are lacking. And as a safeguard against
sin let the following be observed. Let us each one note and write down our
actions and the impulses of our soul as though we were going to relate them
to each other. And be assured that if we should be utterly ashamed to have
them known, we shall abstain from sin and harbour no base thoughts in our mind.
For who wishes to be seen while sinning? or who will not rather lie after the
commission of a sin, through the wish to escape notice? As then while we are
looking at one another, we would not commit carnal sin, so if we record our
thoughts as though about to tell them to one another, we shall the more easily
keep ourselves free from vile thoughts through shame lest they should be known.
Wherefore let that which is written be to us in place of the eyes of our fellow
hermits, that blushing as much to write as if we had been caught, we may never
think of what is unseemly. Thus fashioning ourselves we shall be able to keep
the body in subjection, to please the Lord, and to trample on the devices of
the enemy.
56. This was the advice he gave to those who came to him. And with those who
suffered he sympathised and prayed. And oft-times the Lord heard him on behalf
of many: yet he boasted not because he was heard, nor did he murmur if he were
not. But always he gave the Lord thanks and besought the sufferer to be patient,
and to know that healing belonged neither to him nor to man at all, but only
to the Lord, who doeth good when and to whom He will. The sufferers therefore
used to receive the words of the old man as though they were a cure, learning
not to be downhearted but rather to be long-suffering. And those who were healed
were taught not to give thanks to Antony but to God alone.
57. Wherefore a man, Fronto by name, who was an officer of the Court and had
a terrible disease, for he used to bite his own tongue and was in danger of
injury to his eyes, having come to the mountain, asked Antony to pray for him.
But Antony said to him, 'Depart and thou shalt be healed.' But when he was
violent and remained within some days, Antony waited and said, 'If thou stayest
here, thou canst not be healed. Go, and having come into Egypt thou shall see
the sign wrought in thee.' And he believed and went. And as soon as he set
eyes on Egypt his sufferings ceased, and the man became whole according to
the word of Antony, which the Saviour had revealed to him in prayer.
58. There was also a maiden from Busiris Tripolitana, who had a terrible and
very hideous disorder. For the runnings of her eyes, nose, and ears fell to
the ground and immediately became worms. She was paralysed also and squinted.
Her parents having heard of monks going to Antony, and believing on the Lord
who healed [7] the woman with the issue of blood, asked to be allowed, together
with their daughter, to journey with them. And when they suffered them, the
parents together with the girl, remained outside the mountain with Paphnutius,
the confessor and monk; but the monks went in to Antony. And when they only
wished to tell about the damsel, he anticipated them, and detailed both the
sufferings of the child and how she journeyed with them. Then when they asked
that she should be admitted, Antony did not allow it, but said, 'Go, and if
she be not dead, you will find her healed: for the accomplishment of this is
not mine, that she should come to me, wretched man that I am, but her healing
is the work of the Saviour, who in every place sheweth His pity to them that
call upon Him. Wherefore the Lord hath inclined to her as she prayed, and His
loving-kindness hath declared to me that He will heal the child where she now
is.' So the wonder took place; and going out they found the parents rejoicing
and the girl whole.
59. But when two brethren were coming to him, the water failed on the way,
and one died and the other was at the point of death, for he had no strength
to go on, but lay upon the ground expecting to die. But Antony sitting in the
mountain called two monks, who chanced to be there, and urged them saying,
'Take a pitcher of water and run on the road towards Egypt. For of two men
who were coming, one is already dead and the other will die unless you hasten.
For this has been revealed to me as I was praying.' The monks therefore went,
and found one lying dead, whom they buried, and the other they restored with
water and led him to the old man. For it was a day's journey [7a]. But if any
one asks, why he did not speak before the other died, the question ought not
to be asked. For the punishment of death was not Antony's but God's, who also
judged the one and revealed the condition of the other. But the marvel here
was only in the case of Antony: that he sitting in the mountain had his heart
watchful, and had the Lord to show him things afar off.
60. And this is so, for once again he was sitting on the mountain, and looking
up saw in the air some one being borne upwards, and there was much joy among
those who met him. Then wondering and deeming a company of that kind to be
blessed, he prayed to learn what this might be. And immediately a voice came
to him: 'This is the soul of Amun, the monk at Nitria.' Now Amun had persevered
in the discipline up to old age; and the distance from Nitria to the mountain
where Antony was, was thirteen days' journey. The companions of Antony therefore,
seeing the old man amazed, asked to learn, and heard that Amun was just dead
[8]. And he was well known, for he had stayed there very often, and many signs
had been wrought by his means. And this is one of them. Once when he had need
to cross the river called Lycus (now it was the season of the flood), he asked
his comrade Theodorus to remain at a distance, that they should not see one
another naked as they swam the water. Then when Theodorus was departed he again
felt ashamed even to see himself naked. While, therefore, he was pondering
filled with shame, on a sudden he was borne over to the other side. Theodorus,
therefore, himself being a good man, approached, and seeing Amun across first
without a drop of water falling from him, enquired how he had got over. And
when he saw that Amun was unwilling to tell him, he held him by the feet and
declared that he would not let him go before he had learned it from him. So
Amun seeing the determination of Theodorus especially from what he had said,
and having asked him to tell no man before his death, told him that he had
been carried and placed on the further side. And that he had not even set foot
on the water, nor was that possible for man, but for the Lord alone and those
whom He permits, as He did for the great apostle Peter [9]. Theodorus therefore
told this after the death of Amun. And the monks to whom Antony spoke concerning
Amun's death marked the day; and when the brethren came up from Nitria thirty
days after, they enquired of them and learned that Amun had fallen asleep at
that day and hour in which the old man had seen his soul borne upwards. And
both these and the others marvelled at the purity of Antony's soul, how he
had immediately learned that which was taking place at a distance of thirteen
days' journey, and had seen the soul as it was taken up.
61. And Archelaus too, the Count, on a time having found him in the outer
mountain, asked him merely to pray for Polycratia of Laodicea, an excellent
and Christian [9a] maiden, for she suffered terribly in the stomach and side
through over much discipline, and was altogether weakly of body. Antony prayed
therefore, and the Count noted the day in which the prayer was made, and having
departed to Laodicea he found the maiden whole. And having enquired when and
on what day she was relieved of her infirmity, he produced the paper on which
he had written the time of the prayer, and having read it he immediately shewed
the writing on the paper. And all wondered when they knew that the Lord had
relieved her of pain at the time when Antony was praying and invoking the goodness
of the Saviour on her behalf.
62. And concerning those who came to him, he often foretold some days or sometimes
a month beforehand what was the cause of their coming. For some came only for
the sake of seeing him, others through sickness, and others suffering from
evil spirits. And all thought the labour of the journey neither trouble nor
loss. For each one returned aware that he had received benefit. But though
saying such things and beholding such sights, he used to ask that no one should
wonder at him for this; but should rather marvel at the Lord for having granted
to us men to know Him as far as our powers extended.
63. Afterwards, on another occasion, having descended to the outer cells,
he was asked to enter a vessel and pray with the monks, and he alone perceived
an exceedingly unpleasant smell. But those on board said that the stench arose
from the fish and salt meat in the ship. He replied however, the smell was
different from that; and while he was speaking, a youth with an evil spirit,
who had come and hidden himself in the ship, cried out. But the demon being
rebuked in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ departed from him, and the man
became whole. And all knew that the evil smell arose from the demon.
64. And another, a person of rank, came to him, possessed by a demon; and
the demon was so terrible that the man possessed did not know that he was coming
to Antony. But he even ate the excreta from his body. So those who brought
him besought Antony to pray for him. And Antony pitying the young man prayed
and kept watch with him all the night. And about dawn the young man suddenly
attacked Antony and gave him a push. But when those who came with him were
angry, Antony said, 'Be not angry with the young man, for it is not he, but
the demon which is in him. And being rebuked and commanded to go into dry places,
the demon became raging mad, and he has done this. Wherefore give thanks to
the Lord, for his attack on me thus is a sign of the departure of the evil
spirit.' When Antony had said this, straightway the young man had become whole,
and having come at last to his right mind, knew where he was, and saluted the
old man and gave thanks to God.
65. And many monks have related with the greatest agreement and unanimity
that many other such like things were done by him. But still these do not seem
as marvellous as certain other things appear to be. For once, when about to
eat, having risen up to pray about the ninth hour, he perceived that he was
caught up in the spirit, and, wonderful to tell, he stood and saw himself,
as it were, from outside himself, and that he was led in the air by certain
ones. Next certain bitter and terrible beings stood in the air and wished to
hinder him from passing through. But when his conductors opposed them, they
demanded whether he was not accountable to them. And when they wished to sum
up the account from his birth, Antony's conductors stopped them, saying, 'The
Lord hath wiped out the sins from his birth, but from the time he became a
monk, and devoted himself to God, it is permitted you to make a reckoning.'
Then when they accused him and could not convict him, his way was free and
unhindered. And immediately he saw himself, as it were, coming and standing
by himself, and again he was Antony as before. Then forgetful of eating, he
remained the rest of the day and through the whole of the night groaning and
praying. For he was astonished when he saw against what mighty opponents our
wrestling is, and by what labours we have to pass through the air. And he remembered
that this is what the Apostle said, 'according to the prince of the power of
the air [10].' For in it the enemy hath power to fight and to attempt to hinder
those who pass through. Wherefore most earnestly he exhorted, 'Take up the
whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day [11],'
that the enemy, 'having no evil thing to say against us, may be ashamed [12].'
And we who have learned this, let us be mindful of the Apostle when he says,
'whether in the body I know not, or whether out of the body I know not; God
knoweth [13].' But Paul was caught up unto the third heaven, and having heard
things unspeakable he came down; while Antony saw that he had come to the air,
and contended until he was free.
66. And he had also this favour granted him. For as he was sitting alone on
the mountain, if ever he was in perplexity in his meditations, this was revealed
to him by Providence in prayer. And the happy man, as it is written, was taught
of God [14]. After this, when he once had a discussion with certain men who
had come to him concerning the state of the soul and of what nature its place
will be after this life, the following night one from above called him, saying,
'Antony, rise, go out and look.' Having gone out therefore (for he knew whom
he ought to obey) looking up, he beheld one standing and reaching to the clouds,
tall, hideous, and fearful, and others ascending as though they were winged.
And the figure stretched forth his hands, and some of those who were ascending
were stayed by him, while others flew above, and having escaped heavenward,
were borne aloft free from care. At such, therefore, the giant gnashed his
teeth, but rejoiced over those who fell back. And forthwith a voice came to
Antony, 'Understandest thou what thou seest?' And his understanding was opened,
and he understood that it was the passing of souls, and that the tall being
who stood was the enemy who envies the faithful. And those whom he caught and
stopped from passing through are accountable to him, while those whom he was
unable to hold as they passed upwards had not been subservient to him. So having
seen this, and as it were being reminded, he struggled the more daily to advance
towards those things which were before. And these visions he was unwilling
to tell, but as he spent much time in prayer, and was amazed, when those who
were with him pressed him with questions and forced him, he was compelled to
speak, as a father who cannot withhold ought from his children. And he thought
that as his conscience was clear, the account would be beneficial for them,
that they might learn that discipline bore good fruit, and that visions were
oftentimes the solace of their labours.
67. Added to this he was tolerant in disposition and humble in spirit. For
though he was such a man, he observed the rule of the Church most rigidly,
and was willing that all the clergy should be honoured above himself [17].
For he was not ashamed to bow his head to bishops and presbyters,and if ever
a deacon came to him for help he discoursed with him on what was profitable,
but gave place to him in prayer, not being ashamed to learn himself. For often
he would ask questions, and desired to listen to those who were present, and
if any one said anything that was useful he confessed that he was profited.
And besides, his countenance had a great and wonderful grace. This gift also
he had from the Saviour. For if he were present in a great company of monks,
and any one who did not know him previously, wished to see him, immediately
coming forward he passed by the rest, and hurried to Antony, as though attracted
by his appearance. Yet neither in height nor breadth was he conspicuous above
others, but in the serenity of his manner and the purity of his soul. For as
his soul was free from disturbances, his outward appearance was calm; so from
the joy of his soul he possessed a cheerful countenance, and from his bodily
movements could be perceived the condition of his soul, as it is written, 'When
the heart is merry the countenance is cheerful, but when it is sorrowful it
is cast down [18].' Thus Jacob recognised the counsel Laban had in his heart,
and said to his wives, 'The countenance of your father is not as it was yesterday
and the day before [19].' Thus Samuel recognised David, for he had mirthful
eyes, and teeth white as milk. Thus Antony was recognised, for he was never
disturbed, for his soul was at peace; he was never downcast, for his mind was
joyous.
68. And he was altogether wonderful in faith and religious, for he never held
communion with the Meletian schismatics, knowing their wickedness and apostacy
from the beginning; nor had he friendly dealings with the Manichaeans or any
other heretics; or, if he had, only as far as advice that they should change
to piety. For he thought and asserted that intercourse with these was harmful
and destructive to the saul. In the same manner also he loathed the heresy
of the Arians, and exhorted all neither to approach them nor to bold their
erroneous belief. And once when certain Arian madmen came to him, when he had
questioned them and learned their impiety, he drove them from the mountain,
saying that their words were worse than the poison of serpents.
69. And once also the Arians having lyingly asserted that Antony's opinions
were the same as theirs, he was displeased and wroth against them. Then being
summoned by the bishops and all the brethren, he descended from the mountain,
and having entered Alexandria [19a], he denounced the Arians, saying that their
heresy was the last of all and a forerunner of Antichrist. And he taught the
people that the Son of God was not a created being, neither had He come into
being from non-existence, but that He was the Eternal Word and Wisdom of the
Essence of the Father. And therefore it was impious to say, 'there was a time
when He was not,' for the Word was always co-existent with the Father. Wherefore
have no fellowship with the most impious Arians. For there is no communion
between light and darkness [20]. For you are good Christians, but they, when
they say that the Son of the Father, the Word of God, is a created being, differ
in nought from the heathen, since they worship that which is created, rather
than God the creator [1]. But believe ye that the Creation itself is angry
with them because they number the Creator, the Lord of all, by whom all things
came into being, with those things which were originated.
70. All the people, therefore, rejoiced when they heard the anti-Christian
heresy anathematised by such a man. And all the people in the city ran together
to see Antony; and the Greeks and those who are called their Priests, came
into the church, saying, 'We ask to see the man of God,' for so they all called
him. For in that place also the Lord cleansed many of demons, and healed those
who were mad. And many Greeks asked that they might even but touch the old
man, believing that they should be profited. Assuredly as many became Christians
in those few days as one would have seen made in a year. Then when some thought
that he was troubled by the crowds, and on this account turned them all away
from him, he said, undisturbedly, that there were not more of them than of
the demons with whom he wrestled in the mountain.
71. But when he was departing, and we were setting him forth on his way, as
we [2] arrived at the gate a woman from behind cried out, 'Stay, thou man of
God, my daughter is grievously vexed by a devil. Stay, I beseech thee, lest
I too harm myself with running.' And the old man when he heard her, and was
asked by us, willingly stayed. And when the woman drew near, the child was
cast on the ground. But when Antony had prayed and called upon the name of
Christ, the child was raised whole, for the unclean spirit was gone forth.
And the mother blessed God, and all gave thanks. And Antony himself also rejoiced,
departing to the mountain as though it were to his own home.
72. And Antony also was exceeding prudent, and the wonder was that although
he had not learned letters, he was a ready-witted and sagacious man. At all
events two Greek philosophers once came, thinking they could try their skill
on Antony; and he was in the outer mountain, and having recognised who they
were from their appearance, he came to them and said to them by means of an
interpreter, 'Why, philosophers, did ye trouble yourselves so much to come
to a foolish man?' And when they said that he was not a foolish man, but exceedingly
prudent, he said to them, ' If you came to a foolish man, your labour is superfluous;
but if you think me prudent become as I am, for we ought to imitate what is
good. And if I had come to you I should have imitated you; but if you to me,
become as I am, for I am a Christian.' But they departed with wonder, for they
saw that even demons feared Antony.
73. And again others such as these met him in the outer mountain and thought
to mock [3], him because he had not learned letters. And Antony said to them,
'What say ye? which is first, mind or letters? And which is the cause of which--mind
of letters or letters of mind?' And when they answered mind is first and the
inventor of letters, Antony said, 'Whoever, therefore, hath a sound mind hath
not need of letters.' This answer amazed both the bystanders and the philosophers,
and they departed marvelling that they had seen so much understanding in an
ignorant man. For his manners were not rough as though he bad been reared in
the mountain and there grown old, but graceful and polite, and his speech was
seasoned with the divine salt, so that no one was envious, but rather all rejoiced
over him who visited him.
74. After this again certain others came; and these were men who were deemed
wise among the Greeks, and they asked him a reason for our faith in Christ.
But when they attempted to dispute concerning the preaching of the divine Cross
and meant to mock, Antony stopped for a little, and first pitying their ignorance,
said, through an interpreter, who could skilfully interpret his words, 'Which
is more beautiful, to confess the Cross or to attribute to those whom you call
gods adultery and the seduction of boys? For that which is chosen by us is
a sign of courage and a sure token of the contempt of death, while yours are
the passions of licentiousness. Next, which is better, to say that the Word
of God was not changed, but, being the same, He took a human body for the salvation
and well-being of man, that having shared in human birth He might make man
partake in the divine and spiritual nature [4]; or to liken the divine to senseless
animals and consequently to worship four-footed beasts, creeping things and
the likenesses of men? For these things, are the objects of reverence of you
wise men. But how do you dare to mock us, who say that Christ has appeared
as man, seeing that you, bringing the soul from heaven, assert that it has
strayed and fallen from the vault of the sky into body [5]? And would that
you had said that it had fallen into human body alone, and not asserted that
it passes and changes into four-footed beasts and creeping things. For our
faith declares that the coming of Christ was for the salvation of men. But
you err because you speak of soul as not generated. And we, considering the
power and loving-kindness of Providence, think that the coming of Christ in
the flesh was not impossible with God. But you, although calling the soul the
likeness